give me love

you again

I was laying on my bed rocking back in forth I lockted my door but it was no use my dad started kicking it hard

I was screaming for him to stop knowing of he made his way in I would be in even more trouble

He broke in and ran twords me got on top of Mr and his punishment began

I lookted up at him with tear full eyes and begged him to stop

Daddy stop please I started screaming louder

I shot up

I lookted up to see ash

With wide eyes

I got up a little to fast I went to fall but regained my balance and began walking to my car

Sapphire! Ash yelled

What the fuck Do you want!

Umm you dropped your phone he said walking twords me he handed it to me

Are you okay? He askted me

I opend my mouth to say yes

But I wanted to tell someone for once

No I'm not I said unlocking my car and getting in

But it dosent fucking matter!  I slammed my car door and sped off

God why do I even care about him kissing someone eles I don't love him but I did trust him my mistake

My heart suddenly dropped

Did ash here me yelling in my dreams? I'm not even gonna ask cause at the moment I don't care. God I have the party tonite

And everything isn't going right

I turned down the street and then did a u turn.  I want some Swedish fish and some coke I said out loud I turned on the radio and turned it up loud

I pulled Into the wall Mart parking lot

I found a parking spot And got and lockted my door

Then made my way in I grabbed a cart and made a decision to pick up some other things cause I'm not gonna be out all night an eventually I wanna eat something so I made my way to the produce section and gabbed some

Apples,bananas, grapes,watermelon, mangos thinking about makeing a fruit salad tonite

I went to the meat section and grabbed some thin sliced stake and got some vegetables I went to the drink isle grabbed a six pack of coke and made my way to the front of the store

To check out I rememberd the Swedish fish I went to the candy section and went to grab the Swedish fish when someone else grabbed the package I lookted up and saw ash and i smiled and let goof the package Are you following me

He smiled

No you wish I'm hungry and getting ready for a party so I had to get some chips and shit

O..wait your going to Alyssa southbue's  party

He laughted and nooded

He smiled yes she is my cusion

Omg! She is one of my really great friends we have known watch other since the 3rd grade

He smiled I laughted for no reason

And I grabbed the Swedish fish from his hands

This is mine I said with a smirk and began to walk to get my stuff to checked out

Sapphire! See Ya tonite he yelled I smiled and waved goodbye

After the women scanned all my stuff I paid with the credit card and made my way out to my car loaded all my shit and began to drive off

I had a half an hour to get ready and to be at the party I rushed home put all my groceries in the fridge and ran up stairs put my dress on the bed and ran to take a shower and shaved and everything once I got out I brushed my teeth and then dried up slipped my dress on

It was black with

Slits in the back

I put on some black heals the. I put on my gold earnings and necklace I put curling gel in my hair and put perfume on and Deodrent grabbed my phone and some money and I was out the door and in my car

God it's gonna be a long night I thought as I pulled up to Alyssa's house I made my way inside being greeted by Manny pepole and then Alyssa ran up to me

Bitch you look hot she yelled over the loud ass music

Thanks I said smileing

Lets dance she said

I nooded she grabbed my hand and we made our way to the middel of the floor where everyone was danceing we started grinding

I met your cusion today I said still danceing

She smiled

I heard

Ya and I'm done with Shawn I caught him kissing Jessica

She didn't sound suprised

I know we all knew sapphire

My eyes started to get watery and you didn't tell me!

I just wanted you to be happy

I'm sorry

Ya but I'm the one who lookted like a fucking idiot

I yelled as I walked away

Sapphire! Come back!

I ignored her and went to the refreshment table and grabbed some beer and just sat there I felt someone's presents next to me I turned to see who it was and it was ash

Hey you look pissed be said with a smirk

Ya not in the best mood right now I said looking down

I'm gonna leave

I said and began to walk away but he grabbed my hand

And I turned

Dosent hurt to talk about it he said pointing to the back door patio

I guess I said

As he guided me outside

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