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chapter seventeen.

chapter seventeen.

There were times after you left, I just sat in my room, in the dark, staring at my wall.

I just sat there for minutes, eventually it became hours. Days went by and I still wouldn't be over the fact that you weren't there anymore. I wouldn't be over the fact that you weren't here anymore, you weren't by my side anymore.

You were by someone else's side.

After weeks I thought, you were happy now.

If you were happy, that was the only thing that mattered to me. It didn't matter who made you happy. It didn't matter that I was out of the picture. It didn't matter that I wasn't there to see you smile again.

You were the only thing that made me happy.

I knew you could be happy with anyone's side.

But for me... I couldn't be happy by just anyone. I was happy by your side, only by your side. I was so, so, so happy that I could spend time with you because you made me happier than anything I needed before.

You were my happiness...