Cupid's Potion

Chapter 25: Not the whole truth

Edited: 1/08/20
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My POV
Once arriving back to the hotel with Tamaki I lead him to the gaming room where everyone else was playing arcade games.

I saw all of them crowding Hairo who was playing a racing game while they cheered him on.

I tug Tamaki by the shoulder and instantly everyone noticed us they especially noticed the newcomer I brought along with me.

"Hey guys sorry I'm a bit late." I rub my neck sheepishly.

"It's fine but who's this?" Kaidou ask while pointing to Tamaki. I smile widely at him making it seem that I was in love, which I wasn't.

"This is Tamaki he's a friend." I held onto Tamaki's arm tighter once the word 'friend' came out.

"Is he your boyfriend?" Kaidou hesitantly ask.

"He is my b-" I was then cut off off by Tamaki giving them his charming smile.

"Indeed I'm her boy friend, a friend that's a guy, that's all." He says smiling towards them making the girls swoon and cause the guys to blush just a bit except for Saiki who just gave us a stoic expression.

"Yea he's been my friend for a long ass time!" I say happily while rubbing my fist against his head, causing him to crouch down from how tall he is.

"Oh that's cool!" Kaidou says and he then starts to introduce everyone.

Tamaki being a host and all gave the girls special attention and gave them a very close hug.

"Alright Tamaki lets stop being a flirt and get your stuff into your room." That was a lie you just wanted to leave and ask him what went wrong with the plan.

"There's no need to get jealous y/n you know you'll always be my favorite!" He says rubbing his cheek against your own.

"Aww!" All the girls squeal once seeing this play out while and I stood there with a stoic face.

I hit Tamaki on the head lightly but with enough force to make him let go.

"Come on idiot, or your reservation will be removed." I say pulling Tamaki's ear.

Once we were far from the arcade we both sat in a table near the lounge.

"Tamaki I thought you said you would be my fake boyfriend so why did you say you were only my friend?" I say while leaning my head over my crossed arms that were laying on the table.

"Y/n can't you see you need to stop this why can't you straight up tell him how you feel?" Tamaki questions me with a sad expression though in exchange I gave him a confused one.

"Tamaki what do you mean, I don't feel anything towards him the only reason I'm doing this is because Fran keeps pestering me about it and if I do this maybe he'll stop pressuring me." I say while leaning back in my chair.

"Y/n I can even tell that you fell for him by the way you talked about him, and I think, if I'm not wrong, he likes you back." I look at him with surprise.

"No that's impossible, no one likes me if someone liked me why was I never adopted, why did I never receive the love that I always wanted in life by someone special, all I wanted was for someone to love me." I say while threading my hands through my hair aggressively.

"Where it was real, where it wasn't done by pity." I say now clutching my chest.

My heart, it felt like it was being clenched.

"Hey are you feeling fine?" Tamaki goes to sit next to me. He then places a hand under my chin and makes me face him.

"Yea I'm fine Tama-Chan it's just," I then feel my heart clench a bit more this time it felt more uncomfortable that I leaned onto Tamaki's chest and he lets me lay there.