fall for me gorgeous <completed book1>

twenty five

this is for the person who vote almost every single chapter of my story

a big shout out for KNOCKONMYDOOR thank you so much!

DANIELLE

"there was never an us"

I felt a lightning volt struck me when i heard that line then my eyes started to be filled by tears...when the person next to me say something na nagpabalik ng mga luha ko.

"i swear i thought your gonna cry over this movie and i see how emotional you are!" arla with her animated expression, i just came back from California 3 days ago then etoh kaming tatlong girls bonding sa condo ko watching maybe this time.

"so did you meet a guy there?" excited na tanong nya

i rolled my eyes "wala"

"why is it sa ating tatlo ako lang ang my boyfriend?"

"pushing much the topic?" si Swan na tumigil sa pagttext at nakigulo sa amin, ewan ba kanina pa namin sya kasama at text ng sya ng text

"why do you have one?" Arla eyeing on Swan

pabagsak na sumandal si Swan sa couch "hindi ko alam"

nanlaki ang mata namin ni Arla sa sagot nya "so that explains the hickey on you shoulder!" sabi ko sa kanya which i was just kidding by the way.

nanlaki ang mata nya "tsk! i have?gosh sabi ko na wag nya ako lagyan ng marks eh"

natawa ako ng malakas at natawa na rin si Arla galit na pinaghahampas kami ni Swan ng maliliit na unan "asar much!!!"

"so who's the lucky guy?" tanong ko sa kanya

"oo nga Swan nakakatampo naman naglilihim ka" pinalungkot pa ni Arla ang boses nya

umiwas sya ng tingin sa amin "wag muna girls baka maudlot eh" then she wink

wala kaming ginawa the whole night kundi magkulitan i miss them so much, I haven't talked to them since i went dahil nga madalian ang pagalis ko,kahit panu masaya naman naging trip ko sa California, madalas ko kasama ay ang mga pinsan ko sa father side, and siempre yung parents ko busy na naman sila gaya ng dati, but i got to enjoy my European tour with my cousin Philip I can't believe his a gay, well atleast I got to say all my feelings to him kahit panu nakahanap ako ng kakampi sa kanya.

like before i still dream about her...pero atleast hindi naman na ako umiiyak well i guess i already have the reason to hate her...

sabay-sabay kaming nahiga at nagpasyang matulog, then again like some nights i saw her in my dream, kissing and touching me...Nagising ako, i felt thirsty,nagpunta ako sa kitchen then I tripped by someone

"oh!sorry Danny" boses ni Swan

naupo ako sa sahig habang hinihimas ko ang tuhod ko "why you sneeking out?" pabulong na tanong ko sa kanya

"tumawag kasi si Pear I need to answer ayoko naman magising kayo ni Arla" sabi nya whila waving her phone "ikaw bakit ka gising?did i wake you up?"

umiling ako "i...i just wanted to drink"

"do you miss her?" tanong nya habang tumatayo kaming dalwa.

i look at her kunwari hindi ko maintindihan ang sinasabi nya "Danny escaping is not gonna help the both of you"

i still keep my silence hindi ko naman alam kung anu ang isasagot kanya eh tsaka kinalimutan ko na yung mga nang yari really??kaya pala kapapanaginip mo lang sa kanya!sigaw ng utak ko.

" Swan I have no idea who are you referring to" i look away hindi ako magaling magsinungaling

piningot nya ang tenga ko "lying much Danny?"

see i told you hindi ako magaling magsinungaling i try to breath deeply para lang magmukhang ok ako

"why do you think hindi ko napansin na medyo pumayat ka?"

"i do miss her...everytime...but i'm trying not to" mahinang pag-amin ko sa kanya, yumakap sya sa akin right there and there parang bumabalik na naman yung sakit sa puso ko na pinilit ko ng mabura sa loob ng lahos 2 bwan.

then a snob came out from me hindi ko na mapigilan, emotion are running like a water falls

"i'm not enough for her" sabi ko pa nung maghiwalay kami ng yakap

"hindi ko alam kung makakatulong but we run after you"

nagtatakang tumingin ako sa kanya na parang hindi sapat ang sinabi nya para maintindihan ko

"nung umalis ka hinabol ka namin i saw how desperate she is para makausap ka nya o makita ka nya but we're late nakaalis ka na"

"you're a good liar Swan" still crying i refused to believe what she is telling me ayoko na paniwalain ang sarili ko that there could be a chance.

"I'm not lying, Danny you don't give up to somebody you love"

"I don't lo-----"

"ssshhhhh it our secret now to keep" yun lang at umalis sya sa harap ko

did she really run after me? nagkamali ba ako ng desisyon? but i clearly heard her when she said i am not enough...