Zane and heath find out

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Jess's pov  (trigger warning, scars)
I woke up pretty early it was about 6:30am and I knew heath and zane would still be sleeping, so I quietly made my way to the bathroom to get changed
I put on a grey shirt with short sleeves and that's when I glanced down at my arm and I saw my scars, kids are fucking horrible this day and age
I put on some white sweatpants and a grey hoodie over my shirt, and brushed my hair a little.

I went back to my room it was about 6:45 now I sat on my bed and went on my phone, I want on Instagram and I saw a picture that Scotty posted of us all last night, it made me smile and I liked it and commented "eww I look like shit, but love ya guys already❤️"
After that I went to message my friend Chelsea from my hometown, I really miss her but I know I'll see her soon "hey" I texted her and not even a minute later she replied "heyyy bitch, how ya doing?" I just laughed and replied "nothing much bitch just waiting for my brother and heath to wake up, what bout you?" I asked her
"Just doing last minute packing" she said "ohh really where ya going?" I said interested
"No where important, gotta go, bye love you, I'll text you later❤️❤️" she said "ok then love you too see you later I guess" I was a little confused, she's my best friend we tell each other everything
I just brushed it off and decided to leave my room I was waking around the corner and I saw zane "hey dude" I said "hey sis" he replied "not like you getting up early" I joked "ha I know I can't sleep for some reason" he said while rubbing his eyes
At this point we woke up heath "damn, you loud ass bitches, what are you guys doing up early" he said while stretching "that's literally what I said to zane" I said and laughed

"Hey jess, how come you're wearing a hoodie?it's super warm outside" zane asked confused "oh, no. I don't think it's warm" , I said while rubbing my arm "you sure, don't want you fainting on me" he said concerned "no I'm good" I said reassuring him, I looked at heath I could tell he knew something was wrong "alright I'm gonna go get ready" zane said making his way to the bathroom "ok" I replied and went to the balcony
Heath followed and shut the door "okay Jess what's going on?" He asked while crossing his arms "wha-what do you mean?" I asked "you know exactly what I mean, it's like 100° out here why you wearing a thick ass hoodie
I looked down and felt tears welling up in my eyes and remembered everything that went on in school, all the bullying, all the abuse bully's would give to me mentally, emotionally and physically I couldn't help it I just balled my eyes out, that was the first ever time I cried in front of heath, "hey, hey, it's okay" he said while hugging me "tell me baby, what's going on" he said in a calm, soothing voice
I told him all about the things that happened in school and all the scars and I showed them to him, I've never showed them to anyone, I've never spoken to anyone about this, it felt like a huge weight had been lifted off my shoulders
He just hugged me and said "it's gonna be ok, you don't have to deal with them anymore, that was all in the past, you don't have to be ashamed of you're scars" he assured me, I smiled and nodded "does zane know about this?" He asked me, I shook my head "no you're the only one I've told" I said "well you're gonna have to tell him" Heath said while rubbing my arm
I sighed "I know, I'm gonna tell him now" I told him
"Alright tell him just like you told me" he said I nodded

I saw zane in the kitchen "hey zane, can you come join me on the couch?" I asked him "sure" he said and came over "what's up" he said sitting next to me, I sighed and told him the WHOLE story just like I did with heath, but this time I broke down at the end
I started crying before i could show heath my scars
He lifted me up and placed me on his lap "it's ok baby, I'm here now, they can't hurt you anymore" he said while pulling my head into his chest
I just held him tight, I was so glad that he didn't think any different of me "you should of told me earlier, baby I could've helped" he said "yeah, but at the time I didn't know how to tell anyone, I tried telling you because you're the most important person in my life, but I couldn't bring myself to tell anyone, not even mom" I said wiping my tears
"Well its all over now, ok" he said while hugging me tighter "but If anything like this happens again, you gotta tell me ok" he said "I will I promise" I told him
"Wanna go get lunch?" He asked me, I nodded and me and zane headed to chipotle

We decided to take it home cause we didn't feel like being around people that day
So we headed back to the apartment and we had the chipotle "hold up, I think the 'baby's' growing" zane said while leaning back and rubbing his stomach me and heath just laughed "oh yep, that's definitely the 'baby'" Heath said while rubbing his belly

Time passed and before we knew it, it was 11:45 pm and we were all pretty tired, from being up so early so we decided to go to bed, I hugged zane "night big bro, love you" I said "aww night lil sis, love you too" He Said back while hugging me
I ran over to the other side of the room where heath was and hugged him tight, I feel like I can tell heath anything now, we've definitely got a better friendship now "night baby" he said while hugging me back "night baby" I said back "love ya" he said and I said it back

I went into my room and checked my phone and I had gotten a few comment replies from the comment I posted on scottys post (damn that's a lot of comment and post😂)
"Awwww love ya too, can't wait to see you again💜" Scotty replied
"Love ya lil hijazi" Liza replied
"Love you too🥰💕 hopefully see you again tomorrow" David replied"
"Loveeeee youuuuuu baby girl" Trisha said
"You're so sweet @jesshijazi love you 2" gabby replied
"Too cute ❤️u 2" josh replied
"Aww I'm so happy, I got to finally meet you❤️" Jason replied

I liked all their comments and Went to bed ❤️

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