V shuddered with rasping breaths that wheezed out of his panting frame
, the bitter taste of iron stung his mouth as his opaque black eyes glared with nebulous rage under his sweaty hair.
piercing up at the older man
a smirk stretched on his li...
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As the boys wet corpse of a body laid collapsed on the cool floor - quiet slow shuddering breaths raised his chest up and down - his straining heart desperate against the thin bones of his frame He smiled a little Taehyung was barely a living person to smile but he did- Maybe that was depraved of him 'A history of inappropriate class room behaviour . ' - the tutor had scrunched her eyebrows the report laid out naked on that small desk between them "Maybe the class room was the inappropriate one for my behaviour" "Taehyung if your going to be narcissistic Atleast be witty " "Why was that ..." taehyung had a cheesy smirk as he drummed his hands against the table "inappropriate ?
The boy was distantly aware of his lungs burning or freezing - truthfully , he had started to lose the difference between things like that a while ago .
His spine miles away seemed to be so heavy it pressed and poked against his skin and muscle tissue onto the hard floor like a weight wanting to rip through .
far away hands tried to shake him to conciousness .begging him and wailing ?
He wasn't really sure
He didn't really care Taehyung remembered the before clearly , That's what he called it in his mind The before But it felt like he was wearing blue sunglasses on a sunny day when he thought back .he could see it so clearly he could feel that warm sun but it didn't seem to reach his skin . You see there was a before There was during Taehyung thought this - his broken body his floating mind - this must be after Weird , I never planned for an after , He had reassured himself his mind could only fracture so many times So his corpse of a body would shudder on the floor And flicker And whisk away to somewhere with good heating and lillies and no hair bleach
he remembered how the sun streaked out of the blinds , Taehyung basking in its warmth as it washed over his then smooth honey skin , Before his tan body turned cold (even when sweaty ) and thinly stretched over his muscles. He remembered Jimin trying to murder him with a pillow to wake him up - that was funny it was funny, the way that memories far away were so clear like that (yes maybe the colours were a bit twisted and turned but god ..) . Even the sun turned cold after awhile .
it was funny how yesterday was already melting off the canvas surface of his mind . it was especially funny, how he didn't just remember the smell of coconut shampoo from what felt like a life ago , he could still feel it wafting down his throat into his rotten lungs .
It was morning like those , warm skin pressed against soft linen, honey sunlight and the gentle scent of coconut that lingered in his memory of the before , flashes of it flicking through his mind as hands carried his limp body , lights blinding in his eyes, desperate fingers grabbing at his shirt and screaming melting into a ringing in his ears as he was quickly yanked away . the touch of safety. Hands ripped his shirt open The sun Screaming and sirens blared in and out Linen And it went dark The before
