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I never wanted to become a statistic and yet there I was trying to make sense out of something that was horrible . These are the three hardest words to write than see I was Raped. I didn't say anything about it to anyone, played it off like I didn't just let my friends brother have his way with me. Like I am soooooo sorry for all that happened. It was my fault I hadn't processed anything just let myself believe these things.  I was never going to tell mom about what happened. I thought well you f***ed this up learn from it move on and it will go away. A month after it happened my friends son got hold of some matches and burned her house down. As if that weren't bad enough, her 3 month old son perished in the fire. I felt like that was my fault too. The day of his funeral is when I told mom.

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