Emma's pov: why don't I know how to act like a normal person when I'm around him I honestly just love him and I don't want to lose him but I feel like if I'm too close to him I'm just going to end up in the same spot I did before... Alone as always and if I end up alone without him I don't know what's going to happen to me a lot of things happened when he wasn't there with me... I couldn't let it happen again. So I guess I'm really doing this... I'm taking another chance on Ethan fucking Dolan. Maybe I'm just losing it, but maybe it could come to my benefit. All I know is I can't lose him not ever again and I don't want to go back to my old habits that version of a spiraling Emma in depression was not my proudest moments...
**Stop reading this chapter if you are easily triggered by suicide or self harm read to other bold line**
*flashback begins* Emma's pov: Why don't I end it all ready I'm done I don't want to be here she screamed at herself looking in the mirror she was screaming and crying but instead of ending it she just nearly did... She found the razor took the blade out and placed it on her wrists slowly digging the razor deeper and deeper into her skin she stopped and dragged it to the other side of her wrist and panicked. She had never cut herself thay deep cutting was her coping mechanism but this time it was bad.... Ethan Dolan fucked with her heart but she was picking up the peices
**End of flashback** trigger warning over
Ethan's pov: Emma seemed so lost in thought I didn't know what to do but I was comfortable in this silence with her the girl of my dreams.
Authors note: sorry this chapter is kind of short and yea so hope you enjoy I'm trying and really want you guys to enjoy and sorry me posting is spaces out and there's alot of unwanted drama and feelings in my life rn so I post when I can~Kamryn❤
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The One That Slipped Away
FanfictionHey this is a story is about two people who might both be wanting eachother but want to hide the truth
