what even is this...

hi, um, here's some tea

so, last year I liked this guy bc just- skkksjteou everything. Anyways, someone in my class overheard that I liked him and tOLd hiM, and even though everyone else was like 'woah, um, ok...?' I was just internally screeching and trying to find an excuse bc I'm dumb. He ended up barely reacting so then I was thinking 'wow, now i look like a lovesick idiot, great' and walked away. 

Fast forward to this year. i sTILL FRICKIN LIKE HIM BUT I DONT HAVE ANY CLASSES W/HIM HNGGGGGGGH,, and to make it all weirder, our 7th-period classes are right next to each other so I'll just see him and die internally everyday. So that's my life rn...

(also,iupdatedmylamsbookmuchplottwistmuchship)