yn p.o.v
" issa thank you for the ride " "welcome ma any time " i smiled
" bye " bye " i walked up to my porch
the door was unlocked that's weird
i opened it and jay was on the couch talking to aaliyah " hey yn " she smiled at me i started to cry
" whats wrong i sat on the couch next to them
" im confused ,tried,and my heart can't take it any more and was supposed protect you at this party tonight and you got almost got raped i feel like shit right now and im.... i feel like im giving up"
" yn do i see you crying? " jay said "yes.... im crying jay we cant all be strong " no we all can't but you can and you will yn every day at school you used to get bullied you didn't let them see you cry girl you got heart you didn't fight them .....no you turned the other cheek i couldn't have done that trust me i got anger issues " i laughed
" i guess your right " i smiled
" now you in love with this Lucas dude ?.." i don't know ?" yes you do your not ready to admit that you love him and that's fine he has to step up his game any way " what should i do?" well follow your heart i know that's cheesy but that's exactly what dad would say if he was here "
i know i miss my dad he would have been a huge help right now
" you and Lucas need a fresh start i mean together " i sighed i guess your right huh ?" you all ready know and is it cool aaliyah sleep in the guess bedroom " sure its fine you don't have to go back to your cousin girl i got you " she smiled
" all right guys im going to go sleep school tommrow " yeah i gotta clock in to " aaliyah said " ima finish my noddles " i made my way up stairs
in to my bed room
