My original poems

I might be gay

Laying in my bed
With thoughts all in my head
Thinking could it all be true?

It stays in my brain
Throughout all of my days
But I can never find the courage to tell you

That I could be one of them
The ones that love the same way
The ones that act the other way
The ones that are stuck in my brain

The ones that are afraid to admit
That they aren't what everyone thinks
I'm telling you this in a way to say
That I might be gay

I go to bed thinking
Could all of this just go away?
It always comes back to me
No matter what I say

I know it's not wrong to be who I am
But I always feel like people just won't understand
That when I tell them how I feel
They'll just turn around and go the other way
Leaving me to think that this can't be real

That's when I think
That I could be one of them
The ones that love the same way
The ones that act the other way
The ones that are stuck in my brain

The ones that are afraid to admit
That they aren't what everyone thinks
I'm telling you this in a way to say
That I might be gay

I have no reason to fear
But I still have plenty to feel
No one will understand me
Because I don't even understand myself

How can something be so complicated?
I don't think that I will be able to take it
I don't know what to think about this situation
But it's stuck in my head with the rest of my complications

I can never think straight during these days
Because all we talk about is money, power, and ball games.
I guess I'll never understand
That the way I feel is no one else's command

Let me know if it's good or bad. It is my first original song.