It's my senior year. My life is kinda crap right now. My best friend or now ex best friend and I stopped being friends. It's hard. I cut myself again which is so dumb. I'm so mad at myself. I had gotten so far and now I'm back to square one. But I'll start over and be better than ever because I won't be able to use anyone as a crutch anymore. It's hard but I'll get through it. I have to stand on my own. Live with myself instead of ignoring who I really am to make others happy. I need to stop faking and telling everyone I'm fine when I'm not. I really like my therapist Ashley. She's always there for me. I am gonna be okay. I'm gonna stop crying clean my face and stand on my own two feet. I am enough. Everything Katelyn said kinda fucked me up. I fell back into my hole of depression and now I have to crawl back out. But I'm gonna accept that I'm good enough and a good person. It's just gonna take a while.
