La petite mort

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I lay down in my bed this night 

my eyes stir and gaze upon the starry night 

as tears start too develope

I cannot help to realise there is nobody besides me 

I cannot help but feel so alone and afraid during twilight hours 


The candle in my burns in my room 

as the flood gates keep opening-up 

the demons of my past

I've lost hope for a better life 

I feel numb and paralyzed 


A single tear falls from my Aquamarine eye 

As I got into the nightstand, to get me my weapon of choice 

I told the razor blade in my tiny hands 

one cut to end it all 

To end all this suffering and sadness 

I want to die on this darkest night 


On thy bloody wings, I can fly during the night 

To my freedom, 

nobody can hold me back anymore. 

I am on my way to eternal silence of the grave 

at least nobody can hurt me in thy death 


I just want to escape from this life 

I want to hide myself tonight 

From thy darkness that resides deep in my soul 

With one cut I will embrace the darkness of thy dream 

because I just want to leave this unjust world behind 

And I bet nobody will even be sorry when I am gone.  

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