Tom Holland Imagines

12 // edge of desire // t.h.

Just a heads up y'all this one is more of a personal one, I've had quite a week and needed to write so enjoy xx

I sit alone in my room, dried tears stain my cheeks. My mother was gone for the weekend with her boyfriend, my sister and niece out with my sisters boyfriend, while my brother and other sister were both out with friends. I didn't want to go out. I guess I don't understand why things had to change. Everything was so simple when I was a kid. I hug my legs closer to my chest, yearning for comfort. The soft music from the record player plays as I sit in my messy living room. I pull out my phone dialing his number.
"Y/N?" I hear his gentle voice say.
"Tom.." My voice starts to break as I try to speak.
"Darling, what's the matter?" He says his voice growing with concern.
"I'm okay, Tom..just could you please just come over?" I ask holding back tears.
"I'll be there as soon as I can, my love. I'm on my way." He says.
I say a quick goodbye then lie my head on my couch. As I wait for him, I slowly drift to sleep.

My eyes begin to flutter open. I see his face. That handsome face framed with his brown curls. He's completely embraced me in his arms. I'm slowly remembering all the emotions again and grip onto him tighter.
"Thank you." I say, my voice high and raspy from crying.
Tom stays quite placing a soft kiss on my forehead and rubbing my back.
"Tom..." I say looking up at him.
"Yes, love?" He says his brows furrowed with concern.
"Tom, I have to tell you something.." I say pulling away from his arms.
He nods in understanding, waiting for me to talk.
"I feel like I've lost everything. My family, my friends, my siblings, my mom... I know I haven't but I feel so alone sometimes. Like they don't even care anymore." I say choking back a sob. "And I'm just so...so scared you'll forget about me..." I say letting out the sob into his warm chest.
He gently places his arms around me, pulling me closer to him.
"Y/N, my love.." he says kissing my forehead over and over. "There's no way in hell I could ever forget you. You are the love of my life. My best friend. And I can't imagine living my life without you." He says pulling away, moving his hands to my cheeks. He holds my face then kisses me sweetly.
"I love you 3000, Y/N L/N." He says smiling, pulling me into another hug.
"I love you more, Tom." I say gripping onto him tighter, closing my eyes and enjoying his presence.