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Your 3 month old son Buchanan (Cannon) James Barnes ••••••••••••••
*Bucky having a Nightmare* ~~~~~ Buchanan was crying and for some reason you weren't waking up to go get the baby. He sighed not wanting to be dealt the task of holding that small child. With his metal arm, he thought he'd kill that innocent child because of how powerful his arm was.
He slowly sat himself up and got out of bed slowly treading down the hallway to check on his son. He cracked the door to the nursery and peeked in to see the baby wiggling around in the crib, face reddened as he smacked his little lips. That was usually an indicator that he was hungry.
"Okay little guy, I'll try to get you to Mommy as fast as I can without hurting you." He said getting chills. He'd never held his son Before, or any child for that matter, so he didn't know what to do and the baby was screaming louder.
"Okay Cannon, come to Daddy..." he said leaning in the crib. As soon as he went to pick Buchanan up his arm fell off and hit the baby, causing him to stop crying.
"Cannon? Buchanan?!!" He yelled checking the baby for a pulse. He pulled his hand back frantically and started to cry.
"No...No, No, No!"
"Bucky...Bucky?" ~~~~~ *End of Nightmare* ~~~~~
"Bucky?" You say trying to wake your husband from his nap.
"No...No...No..." he whined in his sleep.
"Bucky!" You yelled causing him to flinch awake. He took a look around and smiled fondly when he saw his beloved son resting on your arm.
"Thank God..." he whispered to himself.
"Bucky what's wrong? Did you have that dream about being captured by HYDRA again?" You asked giving him a glass of ice water.
"No, This was worse...I would have rather been in Siberia in real life than what I did in my dream..."
"Do you want to talk about it?" You asked.
"If I tell you, you'll leave me because of the freak I am!" He yelled getting up to go punch a decent sized hole in a wall nearby. Buchanan screamed loudly at hearing the loud sound of Bucky's Metal arm connecting with the wall, and You flinched not wanting to push him to talk about it anymore...you didn't want him to be angry.
"Oh Shit...Damn...I-I'm sorry babe I didn't mean to scare him..." he tried to justify with his back facing you. "Gosh, I'm such a Fucking animal. If I were you, I would have been sent my ass back to Wakanda to go cryogenic..." he whispered hoping the baby crying could mask his talking. Little did he know you heard him loud and clear.
"Well Bucky...honey, I can tell whatever you just dreamed about must have really upset you...I'm going to go up to the bedroom to breastfeed Cannon you can come join me if you want to talk about it." You say.
"Look at me James..." You said. He knew you meant business when you called him James. He slowly turned around because he didn't want you to see him crying.
"No matter what you do, you will NEVER be a Freak in my eyes James Buchanan Barnes. I love you very much." You say wiping his tears and giving him a kiss on his lips. You left him in his thoughts and went upstairs to feed the baby. ••••••••••••••• 1 hour later •••••••••••••••
"[Y/N]...I'm ready to talk about it..." Bucky said entering the bedroom. He looked at you playing with the baby laid in front of you, and sat on his side of the bed and smiled at the baby.
"Hi my special guy..." he leaned over and kissed the baby's forehead. You smiled mentally wishing that man would just hold his son already. It saddened you that because of his arm, he thought it made him the same man he was when he was a trained assassin under HYDRA, in your eyes he was nothing more than a loving, caring husband and father.
"[Y/N], are you sure you want to hear what I dreamed about earlier?" He asked nervous.
"I tell you all the time Bucky, I'm always around to listen when you need me to. Tell me, what did you dream about?"
"I had a dream that I-I...I killed Buchanan with my metal arm." He said as tears brimmed his eyes.
"Oh honey..." you said hugging him.
"I've been afraid of holding him since he was born but having this dream about it just made it worse." He sniffled as you handed him a tissue. "If I ever hurt him because of my stupid arm, I would never forgive myself [Y/N]...I'd just kill myself..." He said.
"James, don't talk like that. I promise you, I know you, although your triggers are still there, I know and trust in my heart that you would never do anything to harm our son. I don't ever want to hear you say such a thing about yourself." You say trying not to get upset.
"Okay...I'm sorry [Y/N]."
"James First of all, you and I both know you would never do anything to hurt our son and that the reason you have that arm is not your fault, I want you to stop beating yourself up about your arm."
"Okay, I'm sorry babe."
"Second of all stop apologizing for being who you are. I think I know how to help you get over your fear." You smiled at your husband.
"How?" He asked. You fixed his arms so that he could hold Buchanan and you picked him up gently.
"What are you doing?" He asked.
"Showing you the joy in holding your child." You say. You gently placed Buchanan down in Bucky's arms and he cried at first but only because he's never felt that metal arm on his skin before.
"He's crying...Take him back [Y/N]..." He said starting to breathe heavily.
"Wait a minute Bucky, look at him." You said. You both watched as Buchanan's cries turned into an uncomfortable whine as he wiggles around trying to get comfortable on Bucky's chest. Once he was snuggled up to his father Bucky brought his arms in closer to hug his son to his chest.
It was such an emotional moment for you watching Bucky hold Cannon for the first time.
Bucky happily smiled as the baby's small hand reached up to touch his face. Cannon smiled up at Bucky and you snuck a picture of the beautiful moment between the two of them.
"I never thought I would build up the courage to hold my little man." He said smiling harder than you've seen him smile in a long time.
"Buchanan...I will never let anything happen to you, I love you very much and I will protect you from all evil." He said kissing his son's forehead, you could tell Bucky meant what he said from the bottom of his heart. You loved that Bucky was so in love with your son and wanted nothing more than for Bucky to be able to feel that he could always have his son in his arms.
