My Fucking life .

fUCkING periods

I hate periods . 

I hated that shit ever since i firt got it and it was  fucKING SCARY 

I was in my second year of middle school so i was 12 ... the whole bleeding from your lady part wasn't really cleared up to me y'know , like my mom never went like :

"sweety , one day ... you're gonna bleed  though the scariest part you could bleed through ... and it's okay : ) " 

Nooooo 

Mom never said that .. 

 thanks mom  :

So my 12 year old ass found herself crying her eyes out in the girl's bathroom while one of the female teachers literally SHOWED me what's a pad and what is it for . 

I feel like im the one clueless ass BF who goes "Tf are periods ?" 

Or would legit call  911 and goes : "HELP MY GIRLFRIEND IS BLEEDING FROM HER VEGINA !" 

So yeah ... and i got dismissed early from school to go home ... i remember wrapping my gym vest around my waist to hide any stains , crying all the way home cuz i was fucking horrified , and my friend laughing her ass off at me . 

"The hell is wrong with you ?"  my sister asked 

"I bled .." 

"Wai-WHAT ?? are you crying ?? are you okay ?? where ??" 

"Down.. there .." 

"Down what ? down where ?" 

"Bro ... Holy sHit AHAHAHAHAHA-"   ( that was my other sister ) 

"THATS NOT FUNNY !" 

"Hayysss ... alright go clean up and i'll get you a new pad" 

#Legit_WHat_went_down . 

WHY am i ranting about periods rn you may ask ?

Cause i just got home from a LONG FUCKING DAY OF SCHOOL AND MY DEAR PERE ( thats how i call it dont judge ) DECIDED TO VISIT ME ! 

I LEGIT GOT KNOCKED OUT FROM THE PAIN LIKE I SLEPT THROUGH SCIENCE CLASS AND ENGLISH CLASS LIKE A FUCKING KOALA 

then i had a french speach to deliver and my thoughtful teacher ( note the sarcasme ) decided that it would be the bestest day to question my while history knowledge and asking me questions and asking to talk more cuz quote "Youre doing an amzing job at delivering your speach , TES BIEN !" 

and all the time i'm just "DUuUuUDE fuckING LET ME SIT BEFORE I CRY-" 

But wait .. y'probably didnt know . 

I HAD . 

NO . 

FUCKING PADS .  

yup ! 

and i wish i could say i used the old toilet paper trick .. 

NoOo

the bathrooms FUCKING RAN OUT OF TOILET PAPER ! 

so there 

FUCK NATURE AND HOW UNFAIR IT IS TO US ! 

and now my stomach fucking hurts  :(((( 

SO that was the rant for today ... 

FEEL FUCKING FREE TO TELL A STORY OF YOUR OWN ID LOVE TO READ IT AND KNOW THAT IM NOT THE ONLY SOULD SUFFERING 

Much love ^^ -Lia