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today was valentines day.
everyone seemed either heartbroken or infatuated.
i wasn't interested.
however, i wrote a card for jimin,
anonymous of course.

"hello! i hope you have a wonderful day, everyday.
i don't want to appear like a stalker,
but, i often find you looking sad and out of place.
i wish you knew your worth.
i love your smile, it lights up my world and your face.
often your world appears dark,
i just want to be a spark in it.
i don't remember the last time you smiled.
i haven't seen your crescent eyes dance in awhile.
i want you to know that i will always be there for you.
through the dark, tough times.
i may seem like a lost shadow.
but i'll never leave you.
i'm afraid of speaking up,
all the looks i'd receive,
would you even want to be near me?"

however, i didn't know i put it in the wrong locker,
the one besides his.
the guy was popular, he didn't care and threw it right in the bin.

i went to my locker, the next class was destined to begin soon.
to my surprise, a chocolate stumbled out recklessly,
i caught it in my arms.
who could've gifted me this?
i appreciated the idea.
yet, i was on a diet, so i threw it right in the bin.
i didn't notice his chocolate eyes watching me
and the frown that settled on his face due to my actions.

we were both clueless.
would we ever realise?
were these unwise actions just leading to our demise?

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