jimin's pov:
i came back from school,
life seemed worthless as usual.
i stepped in the toxic building,
that i had grown up in.
i tried to be unnoticeable,
i tiptoed my way in.
unsurprisingly, my father bursted though the door.
"you lazy piece of ****! why don't you get a damn job
and pay me cash, you pig. you're worthless. why do you exist? a pain in
the arse is all you are." he rambled furiously.
i missed mother.
she never showered me in attention,
but she protected me from this,
that's how she died.
why did i exist?
i was the cause of her death,
she protected me, i didn't protect her.
5 minutes later, i ran into my room.
i locked the door, fully aware that if it wasn't
locked, he'd continue hitting me.
i sighed as i glared daggers into my pale arms.
new cuts and bruises seemed to shine luminously,
reminding me of my worthlessness.
everything hurt.
on monday, i saw lee mina conspicuously glimpsing at me.
i kept my eyes away from her, it was my only talent.
perhaps i had the wrong impression, why would she care?
today, she didn't even look at the note i gave her, it just fell on the floor abandoned.
i picked it up later, so no one could embarrass me with it.
she threw the chocolate away as if it were trash.
the pain felt the same as when my dad bashes me.
painful but not that surprising.
no one would ever love or want me.
i was like that chocolate,
something someone would just throw in the trash without a second thought.
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crush || park jimin
Fanfictionlee mina admired park jimin from afar. she could sense his loneliness, his pain. however, she had to make herself seem sane. he was the boy everyone feared, his weak arms smeared with bruises and cuts. he appeared unapproachable but welcomed everyo...
