The Girl (Mindless Behavior)

I don't even know

(After everybody got out from the bathroom from cleaning themselves)

•Darius Pov•
I have to tell Lexy it's practically killing me inside. To look at her with them and not know that they are playing her. "Hey Lexy can I talk to you real quick?" I asked. "Sure" she replied.  We walked out into the hallway. "What's up?" she asked.

"Well....you see...I don't know how to tell you this-" I was cut off by her gigling. "Just say it already" she said smiling. Her smile was as beautiful as her." Okay so the guys they're-" I was cut off by Roc. "Hey whats's going on here?" he asked with a smirk on his face.

"Darius was just telling me something" she said still smiling. I was about to say something when we heard Lexy's brother calling her name. "I'll be back back. You can tell me when I come back" she said going upstairs."Look I know you know and it's not like that. It's not like we're playing her and messing with her like she is a toy. I don't know about the other guys bu I know about me and I know i have some real feelings for this girl. I know you have feelings for her to so I want to make a deal with you. You well I can see it when you look at her.If you don't tell her then you could join. Don't think of it as a game...more like a fight for her love" Roc explained.

"Why fuck do you think I would join?" I asked trying to hold back my anger. "Why the fuck would she believe you?" he explained. "She could be thinking that you're jelous" he explained again. "I'll give you time to think about it" he said and walked away. Leaving me in deep thought.

~Lexy Pov~

I went into my brothers room. "Sup' nigga" I said. "What time everybody going?" he asked. "Uhh...don't know. Why?" I asked.." I'm having a few friends over in a few. You know what tomarrow is?" He said. "You know I try to forget about it. I really do. I don't know why they would just get up and go. Not give a damn. They don't care about us" I felt myself start to tear up and Adrew came over and hugged me.

I tried to hold back the tears and I did. He just hugged me " I know you're trying to hold it back and it's fine. We're fine as long as we have each other" I laughed a little because of how well my brother knows me. Let's go downstairs so I can beat yo' ass in a game" I joked. "Bring it" he said.

Everyone took turns playing the games and stuff then we got accupied with Netflix. It's like heaven made it. Adrew was outside with his friends. We're watching 6teen laughing and talking about whatever. I was really worried about Darius he seemed out of it.

The guys had went oout somewhere I don't know what for though oh well. So all the girls huddled in a circle. "So Jonee what's going on with you and Ray?" Tia asked. "Well...we've been talking alot and...yeah nothing more to it for now I will send out updates later" she joked. "Now, you missy have a lot to say about all them guys chasing after you" they said motioned to me. " I'm not really focused on dating right now" I felt myself start to tear up again I was really fighting it the thought of my parents leaving me just kept racing back to my head. I sucked it up. "I'm not a thot or whatever so yeah because I ain't chasing after no nigga they chasing after me for what I don't know" I said.

We talked like this for at least until everyone's parents started to come. We said our goodbyes and stuff I go out to walk Tia and Jonee to the car. "See y'all later" I said and said bye to thier parents. I ran upstairs into my room shutting my door and cried on my pillow. The fact of them having parents dosen't bother me it's the day before our parents left.

I cried myself to sleep like what I do everytime i think about them. What did we do wrong? Why would they do this to us? Were we not good enough? Did they go and start a new family? All these questions wou;d go unanswered.

My Aunt Stephnie would put us in our own house that we're in now. She pays the bills and everything she takes care of us. I guess what she does is kind of like having a mother right? With that I fall asleep. They're the only ones who care about us.