Laverio ****
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Yuda.
After coming on his pants,
I could never look him in the eyes.
The sticky feeling in my undergarment caused by my hard orgasm make me want to take a long hot bath to ease my tensed nerves.
I swallowed hard due to my indescribable shame.
"L-Let's go back..." I muttered.
Agustus reached for my hand, making me flinch.
"Yuda, are you mad?" he looked concern.
I bit my lips as I shut my eyes.
"Let's just go and forget the whole thing..."
His brows creased.
"Forget?" he parroted.
I finally get the urge to meet his gaze.
"It's better that way."
"Yuda, we can't just do it and forget the whole thing... That's crazy. We both know it's impossible..."
I shrugged.
"I don't want to talk about it, Agustus."
"Are you mad at me?? Go on, slap me. Curse at me, kick me, do what you want. Just don't ask me to just move the hell on and forget it."
He paced. "That's---- Yuda, you know how I feel about you. You can't just possibly ask me to forget the most special moment I've ever experienced in my whole existence..."
"Agustus..."
"I mean it. What happened earlier is one of my most unforgettable moments. Don't push me away, Yuda."
"I'm not pushing you away."
"It feels like it..." he looked hurt.
"It really is."
Despite feeling guilty,
I cannot bring myself to say something that would assure him that I ain't pushing him away.
I let out a sigh.
"I don't want to argue with you, Agustus."
"Exactly my point. Why can't we just face the whole thing like two adults?"
"I'm not ready. You know I'm not..."
He laughed humorlessly.
"I'm not asking you to be ready though I'd be the happiest man if you will be, what I'm asking is that you give me a chance about us. Don't push away the things that gives me hope, Yuda."
"I'm not pushing it away. I just don't want to deal with it at the time being."
He let out a sigh.
"No matter how you say you're not pushing it away, disregarding it alone makes me feel otherwise."
"Agustus..."
"It really is, Yuda... It really is."
I looked away.
"There's nothing I could do since it seems that you made up your mind. Let's just head back and just rest."
He shook his head.
"We won't go home without talking first."
"We are talking, Agustus. And clearly, this talk isn't doing us any good."
"Because we aren't trying, Yuda. For this to work, we have to try..."
"I appreciate you and all the things you did for me but please, don't rush me to regard us especially in a situation I'm dying of shame."
"Dying of shame? Yuda, this is just me. What are you ashamed of?"
Heat creeps my cheeks.
He DID NOT just ask me that!
I bit the insides of my cheeks while stopping a pee out of shame.
"Agustus!" I hissed.
"What are you ashamed of??"
"Let's just head back, Agustus. I'm tired."
He nodded, "I'm sure you are but let's talk first."
I swear I almost groan in shame.
How the fuck is he clueless to what I'm ashamed of?
I'm sure he could smell my orgasm.
Is his heightened sense of smell failing at this ungodly timing?!
"Agustus!" I hissed.
"What are you ashamed of?
Are you shy being with me?? Am I not your type?? Am I someone unworthy to display?? Don't I look good
enough? Am I-----
I cut him off with a hiss.
"I just came HARD in your pants!" I gritted my teeth. "And I'm still feeling sticky for fuck's sake, now can we please drop the 'what I'm ashamed of' thing?!"
His eyes widen in shock.
After recovering, I could see a ghost smile in his lips.
"Oh, I'm..." he cleared his throat.
"I understand."
I glared daggers at him.
"Don't you dare think of this as funny, Agustus!"
He shook his head, faking innocence.
"I've never thought of such."
"You better!" I hissed.
He nodded quickly. "Yes."
"Now, let's head back!"
I gritted my teeth.
He nodded. His lips still pursed to suppress a grin.
"Agustus, if I ever see you smile over this, I will turn you into a frog forever!"
He nodded again.
When he shifted, I hop unto his scaly neck.
Then we start flying.
After several minutes,
I could finally see the palace.
I let out a breath of relief until I feel something in me turn from bloody ashamed to joyous.
And for some unknown reasons,
I don't like it.
Agustus, on his beast form growls,
making me look at him.
"What's wrong?" I h
asked him in a loud voice.
He sped to the castle, making me nervous.
This may not be my first time but riding a dragon in a fast motion knocks my heart numb.
We landed safely on the castle grounds but I'm still shook.
I didn't even notice Agustus shift until he started speaking.
Just as I finally regained my sanity, my eyes met two pairs of eyes.
But my vision focused to the pair of expressive eyes that looks beneath what my visual orbs could offer.
Eyes that could make me loathe the idea of love.
A gasp escape my lips as I saw him sniffing in the air.
Goddamn me!
