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dear jack,

you also sat with me in english,
we talked about music and talked shit about mr lee,
i've never heard you cuss before,
but damn, it was hot.
sorry if that sounded creepy.
at lunch it was just you, me, the guys and tate.
gabbie and kay were at cheerleading tryouts and christina was ill.
it was quieter,
but i think you preferred it that way.
we did the same thing as yesterday,
and walked to the shop.
you bought your flowers and we walked home.
you asked if i wanted at come in,
i felt so special in that moment.
as soon as we walked in the smell of alcohol was apparent,
i decided not to say anything.
there were empty beer bottles everywhere,
and everywhere looked kinda dirty.
once again i kept my mouth shut.
we went to your room, it was pretty empty.
you opened your window and we sat on the roof,
just like we used to.
it felt good like the old times.
when we were there,
i noticed all the flowers on your lawn,
the ones you buy from the shop.
they looked beautiful,
but i didn't say anything.
a car pulled up to the drive and you told me i had to leave, you looked scared.
i quickly left by jumping off the roof,
i waved by as i ran down the street.
i missed us

from jonah x







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