dear jack,it's been a year,
a year without you.
i miss you so much,
everyone misses you so much.
i'm still going to put this in your locker,
even though you can't read it,
your locker, it's still the same as it used to be,
untouched.
i bought some flowers,
the red ones,
your favourites.
i put some on your moms grave,
and some on yours.
every day i put one on your grave,
like you did for your mom.
i talked to you,
you couldn't hear though,
i knew that,
but it felt like you were still here,
i wish you were.
later me and the group went to your house,
sat on the roof and cried,
just like after your funeral.
we've kind of fallen apart after your death,
you held us together.
i wish i could've told you,
i'm in love with you,
i always have been,
since 6th grade,
maybe i didn't know it but i was.
i was to scared to tell you,
i wish so much that i did,
it's the biggest regret of my life.
i love and miss you so much
so so much
rest in peace, i love you with all my heartlove jonah
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𝐚𝐠𝐚𝐢𝐧 | janah.
Fanfiction𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐭𝐞𝐝. in which jonah sends letters to his old best friend, little does he know what's happening at home.