Penny lane ;ns

7.

PENNY-
I yawn rubbing my eyes.

"You know you don't have to do those papers right when you get them?" I hear a voice i have came to love these past few months.

Nikki.

It was probably three A.M. And my bipolar depression got the best of me I had a ton of paperwork to catch up on and I wasn't going to stop.

"No I need to finish" I say sounding like a crack head.

I start to work a little faster and Nikki's eyes widened.

"What's going on?" He asks

"Nothing I'm fine" I quickly say

I continue to work and he shakes it off hugging me and going back to his bed.

(...)

It was nine A.M and I was still awake.

I jumped up and down practically bouncing off the walls.

Why was my depression so whacked out?!

I scrub at nothing and doc and the boys pile in.

"It looks too clean..." I hear the boys whine

"Penny? Have you slept?" Vince asked

"Why? Who needs sleep? Does anything else need cleaned? Any more work doc? Anything? Anything?" I quickly say

They stand there looking at me weirdly.

"I'm gonna loose it, please tell me something to work on!" I say and turn around I scrub the counters and stop when Nikki grabs my arms.

"You have been working all night and morning babe" He says

"I know" I say

"Stop." He says simply

"I-i can't just stop Nikki, I have this thing I gotta keep moving, I-i have to" I stuttered

"Bipolar Depression" Mick says

"There ya go! I got that!" I say and giggle

I realised how bad i am sounding and I yelp letting my fist go.

Blood trickled down my palm and five crescent moons from my nails were in graves into my palms.

I sigh and turn to go to the restroom.

I clean my hands up and turn the water off.

I hear the boys talking and I decide to eavesdrop.

"I had a cousin that had a bipolar depression disorder she would be up for hours on end doing what Penny was just doing" Mick said

"Damn, is there any help we could get her?" Vince asked

My heart rate picked up.

I do not need help.

"Yeah but it would take months in a hospital till she would get out" Doc said

"Doc bud out" Tommy said

"Sorry" He muttered and Nikki spoke up.

"She doesn't need help Vince, yes that one incident that happened just now was freaky and shit but she doesn't need help." Nikki says 

"Nik are you sure? I mean with the incident that happened not to long ago are you positive?" Tommy said

They are absolutely not going to put me in a mental facility.

"I don't know, okay? Leave her alone she has been through a lot on this tour" Nikki says

I laugh quietly.

Sure have Nik, Sure have.

I open the door and smile making my way towards them.

"Hey Penny" They greet

"Hi" I say and sit next to Nikki.

"I'm gonna get some sleep" I say and they nod

I walk to my bunk and crawl in covering up and closing my eyes.

Sleep time.

NIKKI-

I think she heard us.

"She heard us." I say once I checked she was asleep

"What? Are you kidding?" Vince panicked

"No I'm not kidding Vince, and do not even think about getting her help, if she wants it she'll get it okay? Remember what she told us? Her ex sent her to "get help", yeah" I snapped

They nodded and I exit the bus going towards the hotel to meet the Guns guys since they're our opening act.

(...)

PENNY-

I yawn rubbing my eyes

I noticed the bus was parked behind the hotel and that meant the boys were gone.

I grab some clothes and quickly shower.

I change (outfit in media) and quickly do my hair and makeup.

I slip on some baby pink heels and walk into the hotel.

From the note I read they were all at the pent house we got.

(Quick a/n- ik a hotel doesn't have a penthouse but just pretend there are two one for mötley one for guns, okay? Okay.)

I enter the elevator and go up to the very top.

The elevator door opens and I see the boys I walk in and set my purse down.

"And hello little miss angel..." Duff says

"Hey, Boys I need to know the plans for tonight." I says and they nod

"After the show probably party here" Nikki says and takes a drink of his beer.

(Idk if i mentioned this i feel like i did but Douglas plays Nikki he mainly does in all of my books but in rockstar nikki plays nikki.)

I nod and walk up to my room I slip the jacket off and set up some stuff.

I do some work and sigh.

I was so bored.

I get up and walk downstairs to see only Mötley.

"Something wrong?" Tommy asks slinging an arm around my shoulder

"Nah t-bone just ready to get wasted" I reply and smile up at him

"Ata girl!"