Jennie's Pov
Jennie kim is here, hide everyone
She's so beautiful ,.
She looks cool in that leather jacket
I was used by what others thought of me. They think of me as a slut, a whore, a bitch, and a cold-hearted person, but what can I do?
She left me after I gave myself to her. I couldn't explain the sadness I felt. I was numb and empty.
I love her so much. So much that I forgot to love myself.
I love her more than anything. She was my everything.
She told me she felt the same way.
She vowed to always be by my side and never hurt me, but then she walked away. Everything was just a fucking joke.
A prank to make me fall in love with her.
Did she ever love me? even for just a bit?
What did I do to my past life to deserve all this?
The pain she left was too much. It was unbearable. If my best friend, Lisa, didn't stop me, I would've been dead right now.
I tried committing suicide but a thought pop up in my mind.
Is she worth it?
Should I end my life because of this stupid heartbreak?
Then I come to realize that to continue my life and start anew. I seek help from experts.
Until then I never trusted anyone except my best friend. The "happy-go-lucky" Jennie they once knew is gone. I barely even smile, I don't interact with people that much anymore.
The sudden change in my attitude made my parents worry. I felt sorry for this new me but I don't really know anymore.
Rosé yeah that's her name. She was very popular that both girls and boys had a crush on her. She always had straight A's in all of her subjects and of course she's the captain of our school volleyball team. She's everyone's wannabe
I didn't really like her. she was quite a bitch
That's why her popularity in our school is not a joke.
I met her during senior high school. She was this student who always receives gifts from lots of students, while I was just nothing compared to her.
I mean, well I'm kinda popular, I have plenty of friends but she's her fame is unrivaled
We met in a very weird way.
This how it goes
FLASHBACK
Jennie's pov
"HEY My jeans just got wet by you!". I couldn't believe this is happening to me right now. I have lots of things to do and she just ARGHHH I hate this day
"Oh my, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to. It wasn't my fault that the water I'm holding to was gonna fall off and land onto your jeans." Wait wut? So she's blaming me and the water. I could not believe her.
"Oh yeah? Well maybe if you just hold it properly it wouldn't fell off. " Okay I could feel the eyes of the people around me
"Whatever. Ashley give her a new pair of jeans. I have lots to do today. Next time please watch where you're going." She said and gave me a smirk, who the hell she thinks she is? A queen, well she looks like one but ughh never mind
I admit it was partly my fault I was busy holding these bunch of books and I didn't saw her blocking my way so I ended up having these wet jeans
"Here". I looked up and saw Ashley handing me these pair of jeans
"Thanks." I stood up and get it. Ashley also helped me picked up these books.
Thanks?. Not sure if I would thank her. She's one of Rosé's minions and yeah I hate them. They bully students who didn't even do anything. She pretty but that's it.
"you're welcome, I'm sorry about that, she's getting moody these days" I rolled my eyes and raised my right brow
"What do you mean these days?"I fakely laughed and continued "she's really like that. She thinks she's a queen, a boss? bitch" She coldly looked at me which caused me to whimper at her gaze
"You don't know her" She utters in a harsh tone and left
Present
and yes, she was right. I don't know her. I fell in love for the first time. I experienced genuine happiness and felt afraid to lose someone. She was that someone. Little did I know she's a major threat to my life.
"Do you really think I would fell in love with someone who's out of my league?" The last words she said that almost killed me
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"Jennie" Lisa said worriedly, she never fails to express her concern.
"I'm alright, I'm okay now" I forced a smile
"You know, If you're still-
"No Lisa. I can handle myself better now" I reassured her and went to our respective classrooms
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I stared blankly at the clear window and memories with me and her clouded my thoughts.
"love, you're really pretty" I heard her voice again. I shook my head and decided to listen to our professor
" kinesthetic imagery is that cognitive creation of the feeling of movements while physically moving blah blah" I felt my head started to ache. this lesson makes me dizzy.
"I'm sorry, I'm late" Everyone gasped. It caught my attention, her voice was too familiar for my liking.
It can't be, no no
A/n was bored af and tired of my school works sooo I decided to publish and edit some of my drafts
