Sleepy mood, rain falling down,
Lost in my thoughts, lost in my mind.
My thoughts crash and my head cut the silence.
Can't be more patient, I just try to escape from my sadness...
Cannot act like I didn't feel it, cannot act like I didn't like it,
But somehow I try to figure it out
What I am trying to do.
Don't want to lose you, I just keep it close as I can
Some nights I'm just sober, what happened or when.
What I am supposed to do,
What can I say, it's just me and you, but it's still crazy.
Accepting facts, holding hands...You deserve someone better, not who I am.
Fears from promises, fears from feelings, don't wanna feel this, don't wanna kill it
It hurts me like hell to say I love you, cannot lie forever, I don't wanna lose you
Blurs or anxiety, depression, only this melody, what s the lesson?
I'm not perfect, and neither who you expected, don't want to act, you don't deserve it
You are a diamond, with lighting soul
I am the carbon, which is old and black
Hope that someday I'll understand.
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SpiritualThe new way of feeling nothing is just the way of feeling everything that you cannot explain. It could be that "I still love you" or "you are important". Sometimes we couldn't give any reason, just it happens. That fraction will show you the light.
