Maybe I'm scared
Maybe I'm not.
Once you cared,
I can't forget.
Now I'm confused, more than ever
What if I lose, or we are together?
If you are close to me, what can I say:
I can barely think it's a dream or reality,
I find it so catchy, too important for me,
The way you have looked or smiled
You got that feeling, that I've hidden,
Not cause of me, not cause of you, just for my daily route: waking up, survive, so till the night, hopin' that I've died.
I'm really not ideal for you,
You're too real to those who were suffocated in dreams,
numb feelings
and cold and icy self-carings.
I can lie for infinity
That I beg for the eternity
I just hope that one, may'
In one, or another way,
I can make you happier than you do to me any day.
Still don't show my weakness, that you do to me is an illness, the one, in what I wanna sick in, maybe the clock is ticking, still staying in that cloudless moment, till I know what is meant to be, you and me...dreaming for the endless sea
Running from the real aches, pretending, doing real fakes, saying that anything is fine, got choices that I won't deny.
Accepting the new routes, and staying clear, but kind of still confused. Daydream or nightmare, which one?
I won't share.
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SpiritualThe new way of feeling nothing is just the way of feeling everything that you cannot explain. It could be that "I still love you" or "you are important". Sometimes we couldn't give any reason, just it happens. That fraction will show you the light.
