I've been bruised, I've been scarred
I was hurt in my own yard
I got slapped, I got stabbed
I dont deserve this negative award.
I've been rejected, again and again
I've been humiliated, it left a stain.
No matter how I wash in rain,
It wont leave me, I drowned in pain.
Confidence aint the problem anymore
Your words do cut, I screamed and swore
Same words that is sharper than a sword
Tore my heart, I can't say a word.
A million times, I asked myself
Do I deserve this more than anyone else?
Coz I can only hide inside a shelf,
Afraid of the world, with you so tense.
The root of happiness, gave grief and sadness
What should be joy, is replaced by loneliness.
I can only give, a short short message
It says, "I will never fall into nothingness."
