i'm taking a knife
to these
tear filled eyes
because that's the only way
i can be around you
and not feel aching, numbing pain
and i love being around you
and i'm pointing a gun
at these
bleeding ears
that have heard too much
heard things that make me
want to fade into thin air
and i'm screaming at my mouth
to say something
anything
but you are happy
and i will not be the one
and i don't want to be the one
to tear you apart
