Love You Until Death | Emo BoyxBoy

Chapter 5 | The New student

(Zak's POV)

"...O-One for n-not being tough.. T-Two.. for being born....Three for being a-a WHORE!!.." One by one by one cut after another. Blood streaming from my arm, staining my purple skinny jeans. Multiple tears coming from my eyes, it stung my black eye from all the beating people have given me.. I wanna die.. So bad.. But.. I don't want to heart break my mom..

I was in my room, doing homework from health. Health is one of the easiest classes I can ever have. Basically, all you need to do is take notes, keep up to date, and succeed in every quiz which is extremely easy as well. All I ever learn in that class is the three basics of Health: Physical Health, Emotional/Mental Health, and Social Health.

How funny it must be when I'm learning it, yet I'm not socially or mentally healthy at all. How ridiculous that sounds. Oh well.. You can't
change me.

After two hours of finishing my homework I began to shove it back into my backpack. I've been thinking so much about that day. That day where that someone.. That someone helped me from those guys...

Liu.

Liu was the first person in my life that ever stood up for me. Liu.. He is my savior. I wish I can see him again somewhere. Somewhere where we can see each other every day. His long, choppy brown hair, covering part of his cheek. His beautiful sparkling blue eyes, seeing me so clearly.

I sighed and got out of my chair and stretch out my back. I headed to my closet and picked out a pair of pajama pants and a white muscle shirt and some boxers. I walked back out and entered the bathroom. I stripped my clothes off and turned on the shower. I hopped in and felt the warm water sooth my skin as I touched it. I put some conditioner on my hair to make it smooth,red dye dripped from my hair as I noticed and quickly washed my hair so the dye won't wash off much. Five minutes later, I got out of the shower and changed into my clothes I got from my closet.

I walked out of the bathroom and into my bedroom. I got out my iPod and insert my earphones into my ears and blasted 'Gone Forever' by Three Days Grace. Music is my escape to my misery, pain and my living Hell. It helps me relax when I need it (like everyday.. <.<), it usually takes my mind off things, and without it I would be nothing.

When the song was over I took off my earbuds and left my iPod on my desk. I got under my covers of my bed and fell asleep.

~~~~4 Weeks Later~~~~

More pain have happened on my body. More humiliating and disturbing events with Trent, day after day. More scars have appeared on my wrists and stomach. More suicide thoughts swirling in my mind. More tears have shed through my eyes. Nothing has gone better...

Nothing.
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"Stop Trent!! P-Please!!"

"Shut up Emo whore!!"

"Please!! I don't want to d-do this again!"

"Well your gonna get it-"

RINNNNNNGGG!!!!!

The bell rang for first period as Trent look at me with those hateful eyes, piercing through my soul. "We are not finished yet.." he scowled as he threw me against a locker and walked off, laughing with his friends as they disappeared into the crowd. I got up and walked to Language Arts, still wobbling a little. I finally made it in time for class and sat in my seat, sighing in relief. I was about to insert my earbuds until I was startled by Mr. Jones's loud clapping.

"Listen up everyone! We have a new student here. Please give a warm welcome to Liu Miller."

I instantly shot my head up quickly and saw him. Liu.. I still remember him. But I don't think he will remember me since my red hair dye is fading away, turning almost pink. I don't hate the color, but I don't think it suits me...