My Unrequited Love

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You have chained me with your name,
All you wanted was just fame,
Making me feel sick about you all day,
And you just left me astray.

And now it hurts so much,
I just wanna feel your touch,
Maybe now you just don't care
And you left me in despair.

Baby I just want to feel you,
And I don't want to leave you,
I want to see your smile,
As I'm in exile for awhile.

And I hope that you are fine,
Cause I know that you are not mine,
You make me feel so small
Because I know that I'm not the right call for you......

My heart seemed like it was really crumbled into pieces

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My heart seemed like it was really crumbled into pieces...
I felt as the world was being destroyed
My small happy moments started opposing me...
I thought he was just taken away from me.
But the truth was that he was never mine...
He was never mine...
The pain was terrible than the pain that body feels
I was not able to describe that pain..
As if someone took away the reason to live my life....
Slowly and slowly I started to avoid eye contact between people.
I kept silence like a lifeless person with no soul. Eventhough it seems a bit exaggerated but its true.
And still I avoid people's eye contact..
I wanted to forget him and I wanted to forget everything but it was really hard for me...
My eyes were still searching for him..but couldn't find him..
As little time passed, I slowly began to forget his picture in my memory
His picture slowly became blur and blur.
But suddenly he popped out of nowhere again giving me a heartattack...
My heart started to beat really fast, my eyes avoided him, my cheeks started turning red.
I was panicked, so panicked that my legs started to tremble and i ran away in my classroom.....🤦‍♀️🙈🙊
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POOR ME. I WAS SO RAGED BUT STILL I WAS HAPPY BUT I WAS ANGRY WITH MYSELF...
Why did I ran away?
Why did I hide myself from him?
Are you really not confident Michi ???
I WAS VERY ANGRY AT MYSELF
But my heart couldn't bear it....
It skipped its beat so 😐😅😄

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