I am loving you,
While hurting myself.I am trusting you,
By losing myself.I am missing you,
By hating myself.I am coming to you,
By leaving myself.I have fallen for you,
By drowning myselfI am obssesed by you,
By breaking my heart.I know you dont want that
Still i have given myself to youI am hating myself,
While falling for you..I have lost myself,
Just for you..I am not able to forget you,
As my heart is stopped by you.And I still can't believe,
That i am only loving you....💗For me, loving is like losing yourself in that person.
And so i lost myself to him.
Even I dream about him once or twice because he was all over my mind.
Maybe i look obssesed to u but it is really not like that.And so after vacations, I met him again...
It was like a coincidence as we both didn't know that we would meet each as it was a hangout day with our friends..I was like "Oh my gosh!! Why is he here ?
Is it really fate? No no Michi this was all like a plan"..And so i ignored him to death but rather others were still making fun of him and me.
But it didn't bother me that much.We played, ate , had fun... I acted like everything was normal but inside me my heart was beating like *Doki doki doki doki* really fast....
And so the day ended....it was really fast..
But i still want to meet him after this...
~sigh who knows when we meet again 😶
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My Lost poems
PoetryThese poems were written by me in my high school days for my Crush and my for myself . Some of the poems are my love letters which i wrote for him for the past 3 years. I wanted to convey it to them but due to some incidents i lost them... and then...