This is just a public diary no one will read

7 out of 10

Did you know there is a statistic for sexual assault.
7 out of 10 people are assaulted by someone they know and trust,
I am one of those 7.
I just had someone pretty much blame me for getting assaulted, sure he was drunk and mad saying it but when trusted in confidence when I told him you don't tell a victim it was their fault.
Now I'm laying in bed 5:40 in the morning clutching my small pocket knife wanting to cut so badly because I'm just thinking of his body weight on me and how sweaty he was.

My friend almost took me home and god I don't blame her. I could never, after telling someone so many times you don't want to fuvk and they still get you drunk to the point you're throwing up your guts.
I was assaulted by someone I trusted.
1 out of 6 American women have been a victim of an assault or an almost assault.
I haven't really talked about it and there's no way i can get justice now it's too late, I might go to counseling tomorrow about it.

Someone I trusted
Someone I was friends with
Someone my friends trusted me with
My friends frat brother

I can't go to that frat without being scared of seeing him
I can't tell anyone
It's too late
All evidence gone
It's also his word vs mine

She was dressed slutty
She was wasted
She wanted it