"I hate that i'm still hoping" Yugbam

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I sat there for a bit until i had the thought 'i need to move on too' so i tried calling mark again in hope of an answer. it rang 4 times and i was about to hangup when a "hello?" by a very familiar voice came to the phone. "hiii..." i said sort of dragging the i. "hey yugs whats up?" he said. "uhm so i was thinking and i think i kinda like you." i said rubbing my neck - i wasn't lying, i have noticed how he acts around me and how i act around him, i would be lying if i said we didn't flirt. and we have kissed before. i mean hes not ugly AT ALL and i think i have caught feelings for this man!- "yeah i know you like m-" he started "no i mean i LIKE you" i emphasized the like since he wasn't  getting the hint. "oh- uhm, well i like you too!" "uhm... do you wanna go out with me then?" i asked shyly "yeah, of course. are you sure you want to start a relationship though, i mean you did just get dumped" he asked "yeah im sure, i have moved on. and i think this will help me more. i like you a lot mark and i am sorry im just now realizing this" i am sure i want to do this... bambam has moved on and so have i. "do you want to go out tonight?" he asked me "yeah sure where do you wanna go?" i asked "you pick... but i have to go text me the location" "okay bye markie" "bye yugs" i hang up the phone and check bambams Instagram and it said he was live and i some how clicked just as he said his date location 

he said: jungsik seoul-in seoul

i impatiently pulled up messages and text mark

me: "hey we're going to jungsik seoul its a restaurant, pretty expensive though"

 mark: "thats fine, when?"

me: "7"

mark: "okay ttyl!"

i changed marks name from mark to markie poo in my contacts. 

i dont want to make bambam jealous i just want him to see that i have moved on because obviously he has sooo... yeah! i spend the next few hours taking a shower, doing my make up and hair and getting dressed. i decided on a nice pair sweats from Gucci, a supreme shirt, and white converse high tops. i grabbed my wallet, keys, and my phone and sat on my from steps waiting for mark. 

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hey so i heard that woojin left stray kids, and hwall left the boyz, and i am literally dying of sadness. sorry i didnt post earlier i didnt have time. Thanks for all the read btw, sorry the chapters are so short too. LOVE YOU!!!

(sorry for any spelling or punctuation errors, lowercase intended)

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