sometimes, we desperately want things we are in no position to have and sometimes, for whatever reason, we finally get those things we've been craving. in the moment, life finally feels fair, the universe, the gods above, whatever is out there, finally gets it. and you keep telling yourself, "this is meant to be. this is how life should make me feel."
it's only when you look back in the future that you realise you didn't understand the meaning of injustice. it's only until that day you finally lose or are negatively effected by the thing you've been waiting so desperately for.
and sometimes, you go even to the point where you feel like the craving, that yearning feeling, that came with the thoughts of this thing before you'd gained it were so much more bearable than the hurt and loss you feel now.
FRIDAY 1ST NOVEMBER
by rosa
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- malignant fate
Romancesometimes i have these thoughts that can only be expressed in words.
