(ON HOLD)The Blue Haired Boy |min yoongi|

Emotionless

Then you see a note on the table, in big bold letters, you could see

To Y/N from taehyung

You quickly grab the note from the table, eyes watery as you open it up and see taehyungs neat cursive writing

Dear Y/N,
I love you very much but I feel as though I'm a threat to you, you may not have noticed because I try to keep a smile on my face but I have been going through some stuff recently, I'm writing to you and not hoseok because I want these words to come from you and not me, because he would lash out on me but not you. I'm visiting uncles for 3 months to try and find myself again, I will send money for rent, food and other supplies. Please don't blame yourself, that's the last thing I want you to do, always smile and never forget to stay healthy, I'll be back before you know it stay strong my love ᕙ('▽´)ᕗ.   (⊃｡•́‿•̀｡)⊃

Love taehyung (╥﹏╥)

You couldn't actually believe that your brother had gone.....even if it was only for three months. He was your only parental figure

Scratch that he was a father to you. And because you just had to fucking flinch he was gone.

No more taehyung.

The tears started spilling as you let your heavy bag fall from your shoulders, you knees gave out and you let them fall too then your upper body stopped working and you were laying on the carpet crying. Note still in hand.

You didn't know how long you were crying for. A couple minutes, a couple hours, a day? But eventually you fell asleep, still on the floor.

Hoseok walked into the house exhausted.

He had a long day at school, couldn't find you or taehyung anywhere, then he wasn't picked up from jungkooks house, he was pissed.

But that angry quickly disappeared as he saw you laying on the floor "Y/N!?" he screamed, rushing to his knees. He felt relief wash over him as he heard your soft snores. Then he realised you were holding a note.

"Huh" he whispered before taking the note and reading it

...

He was.......shocked he was speachless, he couldn't speak, couldn't move, couldn't blink.

He was- that's the thing, he didn't know what he was feeling, he knew it should be anger, sadness, betrayal,empathy but.....he couldn't feel anything.

That was very unlike hoseok, he was never one to not know what he was feeling, he was straightforward, he knew what he wanted and how to get it. But right now..... right now he felt ,off,strange, weird, yet he didn't feel those emotions.

He stood up and carried you to your room, placed you on the bed, took off his and your blazers and snuggled up to sleep.

But he couldn't sleep

His eyes were heavy, yet they wouldn't close

His mind was empty, get full of thoughts

He was a shell of himself.

He was emotionless

Wow it's been a hot minute since I've uploaded a chapter huh? Well I promise I'll try and upload more, love you!! ༼ つ ◕‿◕ ༽つ＼(°o°)／ƪ(˘⌣˘)ʃ(✷‿✷)(◠‿◕)^_________^ sorry lol.