(Czechia's P.O.V)
I was sitting in my room trying to hold myself together. I should buy some pills for this, this won't be fixed by talking.
Czechia! Czechia! Czechia!
It's starting to hurt. It's eating me from the inside. It's like you have a heart attack.
For the love of everyone, make our land pride again, let's stop this ignorance of our people!
'Please... stop...' I said in my head.
I cried during these dark moments, it reminds me what Third Reich used to tell infront of all people. I don't want to be like them!
I felt arms wrap around me. I turned around to see Germany there.
"Hush... I know... Let it talk, or it will hurt more."
I hugged him burrying my face into his hoodie. I tried to ignore that voices but that pain got worse. My heart ached with every word they said.
"I'm here for you Chia... I know about something that will help you."
"Really? And what?"
He caressed my cheek and leaned closer.
"What are you doing?"
"I'm helping you, I swear you will feel better"
"Um... Can y-you-"
"No I can not..."
I was nervous what is he going to do, I really hope it's not syringe...
"Just... Don't resist, please"
He said and smashed his lips on mine.
I froze up.
What the hell is happening?!
But...
It was working. It worked! I felt the pain go away, maybe if I- Yes! It's gone! When I kissed back it went away. We pulled away looking at each other
"Why did you do that?"
"I promised that I'll help you, didn't I?"
"You did, but why this?"
"When my father was defeated, I was thinking about the same that your voices told you to do. But when England and America took care of me, I felt love. I loved how they fixed my broken life. Every fascist country needs love to change. If you are not getting enough love, you will become fascist... So I though it was a good idea but when I look at you I'm starting to regret it"
"Thank you... You helped me, just as you promised."
"Did you like tha-"
"I don't know, I never experienced this."
"What do you mean?"
"First I thought that I hate people, but later I discovered that I'm-"
"What?"
"Ace..."
"So? Does it change something?"
"It changes everything..."
"Why should it?"
"I don't know what love is, Germany..."
"Ok... I won't force you to say more... I'll let you think about this... take your time."
"Thanks..."
The rest of the day was awkward silence whenever we looked at each other. I hope we will still be friends? I hope so, cause me and Italy are not big friends, we don't talk to each other too much. So if Germany will leave me, I'm fucked, cause I have nobody who would know what to do.
(Germany's P.O.V)
I had to... I just simply had to.
What I should've done? This was the only solution. I would never regret this, it was wonderfull, that I helped him, I hope he will be okay.
I was interrupted in my thoughts by a doorbell. I got up and slowly opened the door.
"Hi, is Chia home?"
"Go away Norway"
"Excuse me? Are you Czechia? I think not, where is he?"
"Nori?" I heard Chia behind me
"Hi! So do you want to go out?"
"Yeah, I'll just dress myself, wait here, it will be quick"
He left upstairs.
"What are you trying?" I asked his suspiciously
"What should I be trying? I just want to hangout with him"
Chia interrupted our dialogue.
He left locking the house in case I would be asleep and someone would try to break in their house.
(Norway's P.O.V)
I waited too long. I have to confess right here, right now!
We are walking in a park again. I tried to hold his hand but I don't have enough courage.
We made it to the lake, I stopped Chia there.
"What? I though-"
"Czech, please let me talk..."
Ok... It's now or never!
"Look I know you will reject me, but I must let you know this! From the moment you talked to me, I knew you were special. I tried to convince myself that is nothing but I fell for you. And I don't care what others say! I love you Czechia. I don't want to be your friend, I need to be something more than that to be happy...
I know you are aro ace, so... Take your time, but let me know..."
"I-I... Norway..."
"You already love someone... I get it... I should've known it..."
"I-"
"Let's get you back home..."
I felt broken... How could I be so stupid that I though someone can love me! I thought he will reject me normally...
When we were at their house I wanted to run away as soon as possible.
"So... Bye I guess" I was broken from the inside. I wanted to go away but he took my arm, pulled me closer to him and kissed my cheek.
"You didn't give me time to respond. Don't think you have zero chance with me. You have a chance"
I smiled of pure happiness. Weird but I did.
I have a chance. I HAVE A CHANCE!!!
When we said goodbye he dissapeared in his house. I was smiling all the way to my house. I flopped happily on couch hugging one of the pillows.
"Man are you okay?" Sweden asked me "Is something 80% off?"
"Yes. I have 80% more reasons to be happy!"
(Czechia's P.O.V)
Everyone were weird today...
First Germany and now Norway... It was pretty cute confession tho, but I don't know how to tell him, that I can't feel romantical love. Only love in family or friends, but not this one. It's dangerous for me, but he was so broken, maybe I should give everyone equal chance, what do you think?
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The Broken Heart Of Europe
Fanfiction"Have you ever felt ignored Poland? Had someone said you are unimportant America? Had someone told you that you are weak Russia? Have you ever been called useless England? Have you been called small Canada? I have... I'm called this every day... Gue...
