The Kind Devil

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"I'm sorry I didn't mean to make assumptions" Ava says and I need to tell her cause I can't have a mother who doesn't accept me for who I am "so you're gay" she says making me look at the floor and then back up at her

"Well that normally the first vibe I give off" I say and she nods with a small smile "well I'm perfectly fine with that" she says

"I'm sure you don't have much memory of me" she says "more like no memory" I correct her and she looks a little disappointed but she nods in understanding

"Well I'm hoping to rebuild that with you" she says making me look around the room "I heard your quite the devil" she says as I feel Mila tug on my hand so I look at her

"We should probably leave so you two can talk" she says making me smile at her as she grabs Lauren's hand out of my hand and pulls the other two girls out of the room

"I've been the devil for a few decades now" I say and she nods sitting down "I'm sorry" she says making me frown in confusion "why are you sorry?" I ask her as she keeps her eyes on me

"That you don't remember me, that I wasn't there for most of your life" she says making me feel bad "it's not your fault" I say as I walk over to her "I don't blame anyone but my brother" I say as I stand in front of her

She smiles sadly at me "but you've grown so much and I wasn't there to see what a woman you turned out to be" she says as she touches my cheek and moves a strand of hair out of my face

"But what a woman you turned out to be" she says making me smile "you should really praise dad up for that he made me who I am" I say and she nods lowering her hand taking my hands in hers

"I know, he is a good man... That's why I fell in love with him" she says and looks at our hands "can I hug you?" She asks randomly out of the blue looking back up at me and it when silent at I'm not use to people asking to hug me so I just nod and she smiles and pulls me in and hugs me

I rest my head on her shoulder and gently put my arms around her as I'm scared if I hug her to tight she might disappear in front of me but then again I don't want her to go away so I tighten my hold a little and she does the same

Hugging her it really is soothing it's like now I know what I was missing all this time... I was missing my mum's hugs because they could heal any wounded soul

I close my eyes and let her embrace me for a little while until she pulls back and I do as well and she has a smile on her face "I'm sure your friends and girlfriends are waiting for you" she says chuckling a little making me laugh with her

"It's good to have you back... Mum" I say and she nods as her smile grows "it's good to be back kind devil" she says as I walk out the room but that nick name

Kind devil... Kind devil... K.. D K.D. where have I see that before?

"Hey you okay?" I hear making me look at see my three girls looking at me "K.D." I say to them without even thinking I'm pretty sure I was supposed to say 'yeah I'm okay' but that came out instead they look at each other confused

"Does that remind you of something?" Mila asks and I shrug "I can't remember" I say still trying to think of where I saw them letters "okay...?" Dinah says as she walks over to me cautiously

"Maybe we should take her to bed" Lauren says with a little worried expression as Dinah grabs my hand and pulls me towards my room as I still have the same expression on my face as I try to think of K.D. are they initials that I know? but nothing comes up

K.D... I know I saw it today at some point but where? And when?

I didn't even notice that Dinah had put me on the bed sitting me down as Lauren sits next to me staring at me but once I come out of thought and see her staring at me

"You've been day dreaming for about 5 minutes now" Lauren says making me nod slowly "maybe you should get some sleep" Mila says from the other side of me and I just nod as I sit still on the bed thinking but still it doesn't come to mind Camila pokes me

"You know that's not sleeping that's day dreaming right?" She asks as she cuddles into my side so I wrap my arm around her "I know" I say as Dinah looks at me

"Okay chick what's on your mind?" Dinah asks as she sits on the chair beside the bed "K.D." I says making her frown "and what does that stand for?" Lauren asks

"Kind devil" I say and Dinah looks at Lauren "it's what my mother used to call me all the time" I say and Camila looks up at me "and you remembered that?" She asks with a hopefully look in her eyes but I don't answer her question

"I remember that it had a double meaning behind it but I can't remember what" I say as I lay down and Camila lays her head back down on me "well maybe your remember soon" Lauren says and I nod agreeing with her

"Hey and you kind of look like your mom but" Dinah says as she crawls over to us and straddles me "you're way hotter" she says looking down at me

"Thanks? I guess" I say and she smiles "that was a complement" Lauren says to me and I nod "but let's just be honest y/n could get with anyone" Mila says making me and Dinah look at her

"Bish please I'm a succubus if anything I could" Dinah says making me smile agreeing with Dinah as Camila looks up at Dinah "I know but... Nevermind" Mila says looking back down as Lauren leans closer to me and lays her head on my shoulder

"I think what Camila was trying to say is that she's worried that y/n is too good for us and can do better" Lauren says making me frown and look at Camila to see if it is true