Hi.
I'm Taylor. I'm 16 years old. I have blond, almost white hair. I go High School. I'm from Canada.I guess you could say my life is perfect. Rich parents. Good grades. Only child. Yeah, on the outside it's perfect. But inside, I'm broken. No one loves me. In school, i get called a whore,slut,nerd,emo....... I also get bullied. Not just mentally. Physically too. Yes, i have bruises. Yes, I have low self esteem. Yes, I cut myself. Yes, I starve myself. Yes, I hate myself. Yes, I have depression. Yes, I'm smoking. yes, I'm taking drugs. Yes, I sometimes get drunk. And finally yes, I would commit a suicide.
Every year at school, it's the same. I never get to rest, for maybe just one day. And no one notices. I guess, people just don't give a fuck about me. I have no reason to live, so why I am?
because of my stupid hope, that one day everything will brighten up. Stupid, right?
And one other reason, because of my band. The Pretty Reckless. I guess, music is saving my life. I express my feelings trough songs. But, nobody knows. I keep it a secret.
I try. I tried to quit. To end it. Guess what? I didn't succeed. What a shocker. But my whole life is a failure so, it's not that surprising.
My parents, don't notice. I am a perfect pretender. I could be an actress.
I keep my cuts hidden, as well as my skinny body. Actually, I don't see myself as skinny. Rather as FAT.
So, do I care? Not really.
Do I deal with pain? In my ways.
Taylor and TPR aren't famous. No character in this story is. I'm just using their names and faces. :)
Comment, please??? Should I continue?
xoxo
YOU ARE READING
I'm broken
Teen FictionThis story isn't here to judge or offend anyone! It's just a story what can people do to others, what are the consequences. What do you know, it might help you see, what have we become.
