Stray Kids Imagines

Cuts B.C.

He saw them, you knew he did. You were at the Stray Kids fansign in your country and everything was fine until you arrived in front of Chan. He was your ultimate bias and you couldn't believe you were finally meeting him. You were so clumsy you almost felt of your chair. That's when everything went wrong. He held your wrist so you wouldn't fall but you flinched. That's where all your pain was hidden. The cuts you do to yourself daily. You knew it was wrong but you just couldn't stop. It was... your escape? Your punishment? You didn't know, but you just couldn't stop. 

You saw his face when he saw you flinched. He knew. And then, the cherry on the cake, your sleeve slid just so he could see them. You quickly hide your wrist but it was too late. 

You couldn't bring yourself to look at him in the eyes so you just took your album and wen to the next member. You smiled brightly to Jeongin who was the next member and told him the sentence in Korean you've been learning so you could compliment him in his language. Your smile widened when you saw him blush but you couldn't erase Chan's eyes of your mind. 

When the fansign ended, you got out of the room and went at the back of the building to smoke a cigarette because yes, cutting wasn't enough to destroy your health, you needed more demons. 

You were lightening your cigarette when you felt a hand on your shoulder. You shout and your cigarette fell in the process, burning your hand. 

You turned to the person who scared you to tell him to find someone else to bother when you froze, seeing the one and only Chan, in front of you. 

"Let's heal this burn and those cuts inside huh?" he said, reaching for your hand. 

You looked at him then finally took his hand, following him inside. 

There, you saw the other members looking at you with a sad or soft smile on their faces. You saw Jeongin running to you with a bright smile on his face. 

"Noona!" he nearly shouted which made you giggle. He showed you his pinkie. 

"Promise me you'll let Chan hyung help you." You looked at him and couldn't stop your lips to curve in a smile. You took his pinkie with yours and looked at him. 

"I promise that I'm gonna try," you said. 

He smiled then Chan led you to a bathroom where he took a first aid box. First, he applied water just above your burn that was already healing. Then, he took a spray to clean your battle wounds. He did that silently then began talking while putting a bandage around your wrist. 

"You know, everyone has their ups and downs. Some fall deeper than others. I struggled with life too but I can't say that I know what you are feeling right now. However, if you let me help you, I promise that I'm gonna try my best to put a real smile back on that pretty face."