Double Trouble

Chapter 10

Chapter 10

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Paris

I got dressed in True Religion jeans, a tight pink Juicy Couture sweater and baby pink Uggs. My hair was slicked up into a bun on the top of my head. I sprayed myself down with Beyoncé perfume, grabbed my MCM bag then went outside and got in my car.

I started the car up and drove to Malik's house. When I finally got there I hesitated to go in, I mean it hurts me seeing the guy I love cheating on me with my bare eyes. I haven't been back to the house after that night, so going in was going to bring back every memory of that night. I sighed loudly and got out the car.

I knocked on the door a few times and waited for Malik to open the door. It didn't feel right knocking on the door usually I would just come right in without knocking, or I would use the spare house key that he gave to me. When he opened the door he looked so sexy with no shirt on exposing his muscular body and the tattoo of my name. Damn, I missed him.

"Wassup ma," He looked me up and down and bit his bottom lip. "Hi" I said dryly. He moved out the way allowing me to come in the apartment, I brushed past him and went in. It was a little messy since the apartment wasn't clean unless I cleaned it. I guess since I wasn't there to clean it then it wasn't going to get cleaned.

I sat down on the couch and folded my arms across my chest. Malik sat down across from me with a look of shame in his eyes. He knew he fucked up without me even telling him. None of these bitches he had held him down like I did, I was his ride or die chick that would've lied on the stand for him not them hoes. Niggas really need to stop and think if they was to get into some shit right now what girl would be there first holding shit down for them.

"Paris, I'm sorry ma. I fucked up I know I did. Shit ain't been the same without you walking around here forreal. I'm the dumbest nigga forreal for letting you go. I'm sorry ma I really am" He said sincerely. I looked down at the floor while he spoke. He got up and lifted my face up by my chin and looked directly in my eyes. "Paris I'm sorry. You're the most beautiful girl man I'm so stupid. Baby please give me another change please, please" He begged.

I sat there looking in his eyes while the tears fell down my eyes and ran down my face. I loved Malik and I wanted to believe him and forgive him but I'm so hurt and it killed me knowing that the love he made to me he was also making to another girl. "Baby stop crying and say something" she said still looking in my eyes. "Malik I'm going through so much right now. I'm dealing with so much and you don't even understand. My body's about to start changing in a way that I never experienced before. I'm carrying a little life inside of me and I need to be strong but without you by my side I can't be strong."

Shit changed after I said what I said. He stood up and sat on the couch probably taking in what I just said. "You pregnant?" He asked. I nodded my head while the tears still fell. "It's mine?" He asked. I smacked my teeth and rolled my eyes. "No it's yours, who else have I been with these past years?" I said sarcastically.

"Damn, you planning on keeping it?" He asked. I shrugged my shoulders. "I don't know yet Malik I'm still thinking." He sighed, "Well I want that little boy named Jaylen we always talked about, you still want him, right?" I nodded my head.

After talking to Malik for almost two hours about our relationship and the baby, Malik and I decided to keep our baby. We were working on our relationship but we wasn't fully committed yet. I had to tell London about the baby and I knew it was going to eat her alive, I just knew it was.