Vickies POV
Conceal don't feel, conceal don't feel!
It was harder then it looked. The ice cold pain in my veins, my room wasn't room and toasty anymore. Every inch of it was covered in ice. Including me. My hands covered in it, my hair had flakes of ice in it. I didn't know what to do. I don't know what to do! What do I do?! I don't want to hurt anymore! Especially them. I would never forgive myself if I hurt them. I wouldn't dream of hurting them. I loved them too much.
I sighed, the air that I sighed out was misty, from how cold it was.
Conceal don't feel. Conceal don't feel!
I'm okay, I'm going to be okay, I'm going to be okay. I told myself that every single time I've done this. And I honestly don't know anymore. Will I be okay? Will I accidentally hurt them? I don't ever want to hurt them.
They are my life, they are my reason I am where I am. They are the reason why I'm alive. I gripped the necklace they gave me. I could feel the ice cold pain going away. The more I think of them. The more it goes away.
Conceal don't feel.
Conceal don't feel.
I love Raphael.
I love Donatello.
I love Leonardo.
I love Michelangelo.
I love them all. And I wouldn't be here if it weren't for them. They are my saviors, my reason to live, my everything.
And if we can get through six years together, then we can go on forever. Because they were my forever. I sighed again and leaned my head against the door. I will be okay.
I will be okay. I will be fine. I can make it through this. I am winter.
And I can control this. For me and them. I will survive. I can survive. I will survive.
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