She Cuts

IV

Your love was venomous for me,
broken bones, broken heart, nowhere to be.
I've lost all control over my emotions,
all that's left are your violent notions.

Scars on my body, scars on my heart,
every hit, every curse, tore my world apart.
There's no way out except for giving in,
There's no worse hell than the one I'm living in.

I succumbed to your love, and to your pain,
all my love and sacrifice has gone in vain.
My haggard soul begs for peace,
You turned out to be a wolf in sheep's fleece.

Help me out, help me flee,
My soul doesn't want to be left prickly.
Its either live in your fear or don't live at all,
how can I rise again, if I only ever fall?

s.m.