absquatulate [𝓟𝓸𝓮𝓽𝓻𝔂]

1.The End

I hate myself for not showing you,
Who I actually am,
I hate myself for not telling,
What the hidden truth was.

Now, all I do is regret,
Upon what I did or what I could do,
I don't trust myself anymore,
I don't trust my decisions anymore.

I am scared of what might happen in future,
I have now become a coward,
I am not able to live the present,
Only because I am still stuck in the past.

I wanted some answers from the past,
Which I certainly can't find,
I am not someone I wanted myself to be,
I am totally different from what you believed me to be.

False were the promises that I made,
False were the hopes that I gave,

I was no one more than an imagination,
Towards which you seemed to have great fascination.

I am sorry I shattered you into pieces,
Which I won't be able to join,
I hope you won't stay broken,
Because I won't stay any longer,
I have a life and you have one too,
I hope you'll remember that I have always loved you.

Limits was from where my journey began,
And that's where I'd probably end.
I'm sorry that our love story,
Had it's The End.

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