Staring Back

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I sit here with my reflection staring back at me.

I don't recognize my smile even if I can see.

Beaming light, no longer putting me at ease.
People say change is a breeze.

A phantom haunts my reflection,
With my face a ghostly complexion.
The man staring back, with no perfection.
Sunken eyes, and permanent tears, a face full of rejection.

I want to break the glass,
Never to see the ghost's mask.
Trickling down, a fear that can't be surpassed.
An empty broken flask.
A looming hand over my shoulder should pass.

Brash words bring me back.
A world with no fear now turned black.
Pity from faces,
Never knowing my stasis.

Sporadic frenzies of displacement,
and I seem to be so complacent.
I still search for gentle words from a replacement,
Saying I no longer have to be incompetent.

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