TW: Depressive/Suicidal thoughts
3/19/19
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I'm not a king
I'm not a god
I'm not a good person
I'm undeserving of love
I'm undeserving of kindness
I'm undeserving of him
I'll always be Max
The one the system was scared of
The one that couldn't be trusted
The one that hurts people for entertainment
I am
Manipulative
A liar
A cheater
A useless whore
A terrible person
Toxic
Disgusting
Insane
An attention whore
I deserve to die
I deserve to die
I deserve to die
Everyone around me is too stupid to realize that I'm not a good person
I will never be a good person
Just forget about me
You'll be happier that way
All I've done is hurt the people that love me
No one can say that I was an amazing boyfriend because I hurt them all until they ran away from me.
I hate myself
I hate myself
I hate myself
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Max's Poetry Book
الشعرA collection of Poems written by my Alter Max and his subsystem (The league of Maxes) trigger warning: depressive thoughts, suicidal thoughts, sexual assult, mentions of blood, mentions of abuse.
