SidRa FF

Soch Vichar

Shuklaji eargly waiting for his turn to come..

And then when the circle turned they faced each other for first time.. Sid cant stop expressing his happiness smiles..so do others..

Rashmi is also so happy to sid him after so long smiling..

But then she for second gets flashbacks of thier past..

And says that Black jacket is siddharth my co-actor from last show..(aur bhi bahut kuch lekin chodo)That is i m know paras..Blue jacket is writer i know we have worked Siddharth dey..and last abu malik..

Thode der baad jab Salman asks her to choose a duty patner out of these five she looks at Sid..

Rashami Pov- Kisi aur ko choose kar lu.. ya Sid ko..Itna time ho gaya hai ab toh sab thik hai humare beeche mai..lekin What if i fall for him .. mai dubara wahi mistake nahi karna chahti hun..agar usse mere sath na rehna ho toh.. waise toh wo kisi se linked nahi hai lekin..kya maine moveon kar liya hai iss gadhe se kya isne kiya hai.. more importantly kya as a copule hum dono ne move on kiya hai..Iss chose toh kar lu comfort level hai iske sath janti bhi hun isee.. lekin what if he hurts me or mai iss hurt kar du toh..Isse toh pata bhi nahi hai ki galti iski nahi meri thi..mai nahi karna chahti thi isse share kisi se..aur ye toh hamesha ladkiyo se ghira rehta tha..Kitne khush the hum sath mai friends se zyda important tha ye ladka..Isse hi select kar leti hun..second voice nahi nahi rashami soch isne tujhe se jhoot bola hai dhoka diya..Jasmine se flirt karta tha tere samne..shyad usse pasand karta tha..tujhe replace karwana chahta tha..har ache moments shooting k baad sab kuch kharab karta tha..romantic scenes k just baad jhagda karta tha..ye teri care bilkul nahi karta hai..iss bhi pata hai tu kisi aur ko choose karegi..other voices said..Jab ye hai yaha second chance ho sakta hai toh q kisi aur k sath karni hai duty tujhe..Yaar aaj bhi dekh kitna khush hai tujhe dekh k ye nafrat nahi karta hai..pyar kare na kare..Other voice said but Arhaan ka soch..

Lekin Arhaan toh dost hai sirf..Sid k baad kisi se toh baat karna tha na..puri zindagi toh wait nahi kar sakti thi..

Kya karu Sid ko lu ya nahi..Phir se kahighum na jau iski baaton mai..

Rashmi confused between yes and no voices..she decided. .ye game hai Rashami aur tu contestant..national tv pe log dekhenge hume..Game Face on.. Pyar se handle karungi..waise bhi iss ladne ka man toh nahi hai..lekin jab bhi samne aata hai mere purana sab yaad aa jata hai andar ek gussa,nafrat chid chida pan mehsus hota hai...

Bas baat ka reply karna hai involve nahi hona hai iske sath..Har baar apni priority list mai khud ko upar rakhna hai...

iss rakh k bhi kya hi milta tha jhoot Jalan dard.. itna dard shayad hi kisne diya ho..toh ab har cheeze se pehle khud ko rakhungi..Siddharth tumhe agar ye lagta hai ki ab tum mujhe affect kar sakte ho abhi bhi toh galat ho ye nayi rashami bhaari padene wali hai beta tujhe pe..ab tujhe samjega ki "Muh mai ram baga mai chura kya hota"

Bas tere jitna neeche nahi girungi hurt nahi karungi jaise tu karta tha mujhe...

Siddharth thinks--kisko bhi chosse karegi ye ladki mujhe to galti se nahi karegi..Jab bhi iske aankhon mai dekhta hun dard dekhiye deta hai..lekin kya itna dard sirf meri wajaah se hai..God Kuch aisa karo ki Rashmi mujhe choose kare..please..god qki aap hi kuch kar sakte ho.. kuch nahi toh ek ishara de do ki ye abhi bhi thoda feel karti hai mere liye jaisa log bolte the...Agar ye bol de ne ek baar mai hazar baar bol dunga.. phir kabhi koi stupid harkat nahi karunga..Ye pyar na kare thik hai..lekin nafrat na kare mujh se bas...koi kuch bhi bole soche fark nahi padta lekin ye galat soche mere bharmai ye gawara nahi..Lekin socho humari soch aaj bhi kitni milte hai hum dono ne black phena hai..smiling looking at her.. Yaar mai itne teengers type kyu ho jata hun jab ye samne hoti hai..

Man kar raha hai jau iski tang kichu..Mujhe bulky hulk kya kya nahi bhulati thi.. mujhe bhi cute doll bhulna hai..cheeks kictne hai..uff..Siddharth tu ye kya soch raha hai ye gas bhi nahi daalengi aur tu mungareilal k haseen sapne dekh raha hai..Kash ye bole Siddharth Shukla..

Rash comes back from her thoughts and says-Siddharth Shukla Sir..

Sidhharth smiles but in confusion kya sach mai isne mera naam liya...wow sapna toh nahi dekh raha hai mai...He gets so nervous and happy wow..he fold his palm to thank god.. she did choose him..

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Thank you guys for liking the first part as return gift i m posting second part aaj hi...

Should i include pictures kuch kuch to make it feel connected ya rehne du pictures..

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