I BE FEELING LIKE THE MAN WHEN I WALK THRU
AINT STUNNIN' WHAT YOU SAYING WHEN I WALK
THRU - I GOT ALL THESE HOES STARI-
We got up layed our clothes and make up out then head to the shower and took a bathe ( not togreher ) after we got out and got dressed slipping into white a flair out skirt and a black bow crop top , midnight lips and gold accessories topped it all off
Charm: you look so adorable
Cee: thanks i didnt wanna ove do it
Charm : you didnt :)
I started to get a dreadful pain in my chest ...... holding on to the dresser i slowly breathe in and out
Charm POV
I rush over to CeeCee
Me: ar-are you okay
Cee: yes i ...... ugh i jus need my pain k-killers
I ran over to her hand bag and pulled out 6 different bottles of pills
Me: which one
Cee: Ahhhh ALL
She said grabbing her chest and screaming out in pain passing her the pill and a bottle of diet coke from the hotels fridge she swallow several different pills at once taking deep breaths she fell back on the bed and corrupted in tears
Seikos POV
Me: i cant keep doing this I CANT THIS IS TO MUCH AND IT HURTS IT HURTS SO MUCH TO WAKE UP IN THE MORNING AND LOOK IN THE MIRROR AND TRY TO CONVINCE MYSELF THAT IM NOT DIEING OH MY FUCKIN GOD IM DIEING SHAMONI im dieing she whispered
Tears flow uncontrollably down my face as i looked up at charm who just stand there with a blank expression she didnt kno what to say and i didnt want her to say anything
Charm POV
Lost for words i was shock i didnt expect that from her my bestfriend she is dieing and reality is now settling in .... how do i comfort someone in this position ?? I felt a burning sensation in my eyes i already know what it is one tear follow after the next
CeeCee: im sorry i didnt mean to make you cry its just that its alot for me to take in its not like life will go on for me my time here is limted i probably only have a year or a month or shit even a week she corrupt in laughters come on lets go enjoy this evening
She gave me a sincere smile and i gave her on back grabbing our purses we headed out the hotel room
Seiki POV
I locked up the hotel room and we went down to the lobby where our car was waiting for us we hopped in laying back on the leather seat i take in fresh air and enjoy the ride
Charm: you ready for tonight ?
Me: yes im ready to see my baby it been what 2 weeks ?
Charm : 3 days
Me: bitch it feels like forever
Charm: dramatic ass
Me: -_-
Charm: :D so what you think Twist have have plan for tonight ??
Me: i dont know but what ever it is it wont be better than seeing my baby.
Charm: hop out the car with that corny shit
Me: adiós puta i said rolling my eyes
The car came to a stop i rolled down the window and looked outside thousands of fans of all ages stood on a never ending line screamig and chanting my babys name i smiled at the thought of seeing him i hopped out the car and walked towards the back entrance looking around i did see Charm anywhere until the car move and i saw her a Khalil eating each others face off BITCH i mumbled i pushed the doors open and went inside . There was people running around rehearsing checking mics and eveything else i turned around when heard a familiar laugh
Me: Drake ?
Drake: hey baby girl i aint heard from you in awhile i kinda miss you
Me: jus been chasing your ugly ass son around for the past couple days ...... i wants to ask about Nicki but i really wasnt for her shit
Drake: yea he told me about that he said smiling
Me: can you tell me whats going on ?
Drake : no but i was told to sit you in my dressing room until the show start
We walked towrds Drake dressing room and i couldnt help it i had to ask
Me: where Nicki ?
Drake: i left her that night at the hospital he said in a low voice
Me: ohh i open the door to his dressing room and closed it in his face i wasnt about to cry in front of him i was going crazy after my Nicki got signed she came back for me and raised the way i was supposed to deep down inside i know she was sorry but the more i think of it the more it hurt sighing deeply i heard a shift at the door .... it was an envelope :) i ran to the door and open it but nobody was there smiling even harder i picked up the envelope and read it
My princess my Queen my All your here at last
I smiled and placed the papers on the coffee table near by i stared in the mirror at myself i couod help but notice how strong i was for the first time in over a year i can see so much more than a broken girl but i see a warior .... :) the door swing open snapping me out of my thoughts it was Khalil and Charm
Khalil: he beautiful he said with a smile
Me: hello darling
Charm: you ready for your man he going on stage in about 10 minutes
Me: im more than ready
Khalil: ready to get them panties eat off
Me: Shuuttt upp i said with a wide ass smile
Charm: *chuckling* CeeCee cant take dick
Me: oh but you can
Khalil: My baby a rider
Me: over share shit lump
Charm: *laughing* yall lets go out front
We left the dressing room and headed for the back stage area
Im soooo sorry you guys i wasnt updating ive had writters block and forgot my password but the sad thing is this will be last chapter im not finishing the book i didnt like how i started it and i feel like its messy and was rush
BUT
If theres anybody who wants to finish the book message me and ill give u the book but u must keep the first 20 chapters and i must get credit for it. Again im SO SORRY love you. Goodbye until next time
