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A month later

X replied to me again a few days ago, I was talking about how much I love and appreciate him and everything he has done as always, he thanked me and said he appreciated me being a fan and he told me I am a real one, we actually spoke for a good two minutes, I am still so happy about it, it felt like I was dreaming

Anyway I'm about to make another YouTube video

"okay guys, so I'm gonna be making a funny video about X, now I am a huge fan of him, y'all know that but I wanted to do something different, so here it goes" I smile

(she dressed up as him and sang iloveitwhentheyrun and look at me everywhere she went, she then went on to stalking somebody, I don't know bro, just watch loveliveserve, she did what they did APART from the end, that was mad disrespectful to me, she didn't say what they said near the end about him being pussy bc he got money, tbh that wasn't nice of them but the rest of this was funny, so just watch this so y'all know what she did, you need to watch it or it might not make sense to y'all)

A few hours later

My video had 100 views which is fucking unreal to me, I only had like 30 likes tho but like I said, you will get a lot of views before you get a lot of likes because people just don't wanna see you make it

My phone buzzed snapping me from my thoughts, I grab my phone from my bed side table, to see I have a message from X- wait WHAT?! I haven't messaged him yet today because I've been kinda busy making this video

XXXtentacion:

Why disrespect me like that?
10am


My stomach drops, what on earth??


What do you mean??! :/ I didn't.. I wouldn't
10am

I saw your video.
10am

xxxtentacion seen my video?! Ohmygod ohmygod ohmygod, fangirling inside but now isn't the time

Did you like it? I wasn't disrespecting you, I wouldn't do that.. I love you so much, I'm so sorry if it hurt your feelings.. 😢
10am

You will regret this. Have a good day. I'm out ✌️
10am

What? please don't go, please you got to believe me! I didn't disrespect you, you mean everything to me, please X..
10am

Seen

X please, I'm so sorry you thought I was disrespecting you, I'm so sorry, please forgive me, I would NEVER disrespect you! and I didn't even think you'd watch my videos, I'm not very big on YouTube like..
10am

Seen

JAHSEH?!
10am

Seen

Oof, "FUCKKK" I scream as I throw my phone against the wall, I plop down onto my pillow and cry into it, I fuck everything up.. I didn't even disrespect him.. I wouldn't do that, I know he's sensitive, of course I know that, I'm a whole fan but he should listen to me! And what on earth does he mean I will regret this? Like what the hall.. My heart is racing so fast, I feel sick and my chest hurts, it's feeling so heavy, my whole love and Idol thinks I was disrespecting him..

Please vote <3 also guys the "you'll regret this" was what he actually texted to imdontai bc X thought he was disrespectful in one of his videos, that's where I got that from, I remember dontai said he was like "what the fuck" I laughed a lil but mostly I was crying at that whole video <3 <\3 the video is "how I become friends with a legend" :)

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