"i keep telling you to just stop trying, london, and you keep trying to save people. when are you going to realize that we can't be fixed. i can't be fixed. i cry myself to sleep every night, overthinking. i throw up multiple times some days because i eat too much. i have terrible parents that only care about how they look to other people instead of caring about their own son's well being. i can't sleep some nights. i take many pills. i'm damaged. we're all damaged. and you cannot fix what's left in ruins, you just have to leave them there and wait til they're just another breeze in the wind."
