Well over the next few months life was normal J and I acted like nothing had happened. I started high school and met a girl A. She told me she was bisexual but she was Christian like me. So that was the first time I realized I could be bisexual without it being a sin. I came out to A and we started dateing. It was a joke tho and we knew it we just thought it would be fun. We broke up two days later but are still good friends.
Then I met this guy G and I thought I was head over heals in love I crushed on him for weeks and weeks. Then he asked me out and I said yes. People said we where the cutest couple in school. But it felt wrong. I just ignored those thoughts. One day I was talking to my best friend M she was also gay so I told her everything. Out of nowhere I just said "I know why I can't love G b there is a girl at my church" I didn't even realize what I was saying until I said it. I talked to M for along time and a week later I broke up with G I quickly texted J and told her
